fight!

ah 3 days! threeeeeeeeeeee days exactly for me to think of something to convince them that i'm worth it.

but WHAT!?

ahhh, i'm going crazy thinking abt this. seriously.

my future. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh.

aja!

chiao.

a new single girl swag. :)

i want nobody nobody but you!
hahahaa.

wwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

chiao.

a new single girl swag. :)

ok, ok... so i should not be so woozy and yaya and all. i should stand up again and smile. get mentally prepared for whatever thats coming. and.. plan b!

hhmmm...

6 days straight of not seeing you. thats a record.sigh... anyway, i should learn to say goodbye to you now.




oh yes, i cut my hair like reallllllly short. haha. and its kindaa... straight? haha!
wwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeee!

chiao!

ragh

my heart.. its so painful.
but why arent i even crying??

what am i gonna do?

chiao.

weeks and weeks and weeks.

i love these girls. no matter how rotten i feel that day, they always manage to make me laugh hard. haha.

so if you say in 2 weeks time... does that include this week? then the second week will be next week right? so its next week or the week after? its next week right right?

haaaaaaaaaaaaa. i have to stop this.
ahhhhhhh painful la.



btw, my hand is still swollen la. ouch.

chiao.

&TYF&^TG^E%^YFT^^%$^&%$£W%^&!!!

at this moment i could do with a hug.

waiting is a torture.

chiao.

i wonder

i really wonder who is the girl. he said 2 weeks time.

fat hope girl. whatever.

i cant wait for wednesday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

chiao.

missing

actually this thing has been going on for quite sometime. i dreamt of my ac friends. yeah a few times. it sounds like.. oh well, its just a dream. but i dreamt of them leaving me. and i cried. yeah i freaked out. thinking abt it again now... i realise that i miss them. yes i really do. these are just words. but my heart is really aching.

been so busy with work, tuition, work tuition. i dont even msg to say helo or anything like that. i'm such a horrible friend. or come back to ac, support them during syf or just say a simple how are you. horrible me. sorry.

anyway, mon was awesome. thanks khai, hiq, aishah r. one of the craziest night i ever had. oh, my hand is still swollen uh. hahaa.

my goal 1) get in a uni and study like madddddddd 'cos i want my degree!
2) get erhmmmm.
but i can say good bye to both. i guess.

feeling horribly melancholic. i hope tmr's band prac will cheer me up.

chiao.

FINALLY

finally my laptop has internet connection again. thank goodness. now i can blog regularly again.

suffocation. dreams. solitude.

i wish i could do something.

finally, i am 19. eee so old!
haha. but today just feels like any other. no different. however, thanks for the wishes, presents and cakes and surprises. :)

i need to sleep. tmr will be another tiring suffocating day to deal with pantat kuali. ergh.

chiao.