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hoho.. its been sssooo long since i've blogged. i've been ssooo busy. sec4 life is making me crazy. but on the other hand.. i feel good to be a sec 4. ahaha.
the school opened and i was shocked by the fact that ms shawa didnt take us as form teacher anymore..sad.. sad.. she ssoo can understand me. but now she's not my teacher anymore.. mr jake tan taks us.
haiz.. and mr tan is so mean. our hml lessons clash wif our study hour and he told us to solve it ouselves. i mean he didnt say like that ah, but indirectly he said that. man.. so irresponsible...ggrrr!!! the class comm change.. the management stay but welfare shek ngai take over and chair, v.chair peiyan and roy take... darn.. not nice at all.. why roy and shek ngai?? eeiiiww!! eerrhh.. so frustrated!! then the hwk load is terrible!!!! tests... everyday... almost!!! then aft school, hml lessons, getting worser!!!! the ministry of education is crazy man!! they changed the syllabus!!! AARRGGHH!!! the compre and summary is ssoo hard enuf and they changed it to make it harder??? crazy ppl.. then band is as usual. haiz... going to have a concert. but i donno if i can cope wif o level coming..haiz.. the worst is... my hml calsses clash wif my study hours... stupid ah! arse hole!! then i missed alot of the lessons... haiz.. donno how i will catch up ah.. stupid..
mr tan dont want to help... even ask cikgu for letter saying we go hml. stupid. me, khai, bai and iylia tot of asking cikgu nor to teach us hml so that we can miss one of the two days to go to our study hour. but c first ah.. that is if cikgu nor is willing to teach us..
i've been sleeping late. tuition almost everyday...haiz.. need to revise the sec 3 work. i donno if my body is able to tahan. but my strength will keep me. i do all this for mum. i dont want to go to jc. but i have to. i understand.

tuition was better without marc. but something's happened. and i'm feeling real bad bout it. darn. and i donno wat to do. shit. wateva larh.

my bio, phy, chem, dnt, ss tests... all next week and i havent even start studying, my hw is not even done... haiz.. how?? i will do it larh..
chio. i'm really beat. need to do hw...