tired..

wah.. so long since i've blogged.. so much been happening.. even aft o's i'm still feeling super tired.. hesh.. feeling emo..

anyway.. the o levels was super..stressful for me.. i think i have white hairs already.. haha.. i totally flunk my higher malay paper. which is super disappointing. i was going to give up on the next paper but.. yeah, i know i cant. really tested my perserverence man.. i was crying like a baby.. kinda embarassing.. but i survived though..that's an acheivement to me u know.. my biggest worry is maths.. dunno if i can even pass.. haha even at this rate.. i'm still thinking of getting into a jc.. wat a joke! but i'll follow my heart.. i still believe i can make it in to ac.. mon is the interview.. i'm so nervous.. i keep thinking of all the possible questions that the teacher can possibly ask. like... why do you wana go to this jc? do u think u can make it? erm..u're results seems to be quite bad.. why is this so.? aaarrrgggghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the past few days.. since going to ac band.. i've learnt alot of things.. meet alot of friends.. something i will never forget and cherish all my life. this is a lifetime experience.. meeting new ppl gives me a greater insight into life.. hahaha.. i talk so chim seh.. my section played so beautifully.. my mouth was gapping when i first heard them playing star wars man.. that triple tonguing!! i still cant do it!!! darn.. im gonna play that song beautifully!! soon!!!!! eerrrgghh.... but amirah and justin was a great help la.. haha..and valerie, sheree and edwin was ssoo funny.. haha.. wish all of us can still be together next year..

i'm so busy now with band, i dunno if i can still have time to work..need money u know..hesh.. badly... somemore with my family's situation like this..hesh.. we willl survive for sure... god is with us..

anyway, i still havent finish watching goong..untill now. yeah i know.. i'm super outdated but wth..i still need to finish it..

tata..chiao...