i am me. therefore i am.

i wish.. i wish.. if only i were to be much more smarter. if only my brain is not so slow to catch whats being thought. ergh. then i will not have sleepless nights thinking about terms and the upcoming promos.

thats it, i'm going on an intensive fat reducing programme! i am uber, utterly, disgustingly, ergh.. what is that word? FAT. great i just told the whole world i am ... how much smarter can i be. i'll run like 3 times a week and go gym-ing 2 times a week. or if i'm bored with running then i'll resort to swimming. hmm yeah, and i'll be seriously very tired the next day. haiz.

gosh, i dont want to go to sch next week!! because i'll be getting my terms results. :(((((((((( i dont want to see!!!!!! can i just run away? fly off and then come back when all this is over? but i'll face all this la, however shitty all this will be. i will have to adjust my timetable to include the SSP. ergh.

so much hw to do, pw and revision. and this doesnt count band practices. but i am ssooo egg-cited for band to start!!! wweee!!!

i wanna run.. fly.. fly away.. far far far away...