i am me. therefore i am.

they are there but it seems like they are miles away from me.
i miss them but they dont seem to feel like that.
i miss her so badly. i wish i could just hug and tell her that i love her so much.
that i will do anything for her.
but i guess she will never understand whats going on in my life.
she just want me to go her own way.
but she never really thinks what i want or like to do.
i love him too. but he s like never there. i seldom see or even talk to him.
i dont know what he s thinking.
i dont know if they really love me or not.

life suck at the moment.