i forgot!

get get getting jiggy jiggyyyyy~~~
bing bing bing bang bang! woo!

ENOUGH.

oh i forgot that i have this businesss proposal that i have to draft up. great,with much sarcasm. its a real business deal by the way.
projects with all due respect is piling up. way to go!
tutorials? yay!
revising? pure awesomeness.
oh, aiesec registration. i forgot about that too. -_-

and many other countless etc stuffs.
maybe chicken essence will be good for my aging brain.

chiao.

decisions

green day's 21 guns is awesome.
i like white and sushi+ramen.
how random

i got another offer from rmit.
and i dont know which to choose! omg.
tmr must register already. howhowhow.

chiao.
oh transformers was unbelieveably good.

fight!

i will do whatever it takes and everything so that i wont regret it later for the rest of my life.


ah headache.

chiao.

pre-concert day brain damage

concert is tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh yeah, everybody knows that.. i need not annouce. but, concert is tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am sosososososososososososo egg-cited. haha. i'm afraid i cant sleep tonight. how eh.. i'll need all the energy tomorrow to play to my best ability tomorrow.

after all those long session of intonation, long tones, rthymic training in d minor, a minor la and what nots, our hard core band camp where we only eat, practise and sleep, listening to dr lee's angsty comments(he meant well after all..) you know what i mean ac band, lets make music. just put our heart into it and play music. sincerely.

i have put in alot of effort in perfecting my parts, all of us had too. so its now up to our ears, heart and musicality to deliver it.

i still remember the comment that i made way back in secondary school. i was pissed la, why damai band cant have our own public concert at VCH or SCH. how naive i was at that time. yeah, now i know the answer. its real hard work man. selling tickets to make sure you play to a full concert hall and not an empty one, pracising hard so that the audience's money is worth it and the planning of the concert itself is no joke. seriously, so kids, if you want your own concert, make sure you really can do it.

sat's prac was bad i guess. i just polished my instrument so i sounded seriously sharp!!! like all of my notes. haiz. i was soo pissed with myself. on mon, we really have to warm up properly. and tune every note. tsk, if not.. *covers face* plus, open our eyes big bigggg and watch dr lee's conducting. his conducting is damn unpredictable on concert days..

seriously, those who didnt come for this concert is gonna miss alot! too bad... because i think this concert is especially special. i'm not saying this because i'm part of it. but i have this intuition that it is special because all of us had worked so so so hard, cracked lips, lack of sleep, putting our studies on the line and all. and then theres acsi and barker and the combine bands. so people will not only watch acjc but all acs schools. erm.. excluding the pri sch. which i dont really want to work with, considering how it turned out for the christmas concert. hehehe.

aye...reached home at 11.30pm on sat. i was prepared to get slaughtered by mum. but.. i guess she cant be bothered with my band practise timings anymore hahaha.

chiao.

oh oh oh tomorrow is concert dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. ahahaha. i am feeling high.

doc says i can FINALLY eat solid food. wah i gorge down chicken rice and sundae! heavenly baby! ahahhaa sssooooooooo happppy. gawd. food rocks. i thought i could die just eating porridge everyday. and yes i survived. ahhh, i'm ssoo happpyyyy today.

another reason for me to be happy. hehehe.
yol: hey, hello shaheera. Long time no see!
me: hahaha, hello! *smiles*
yol: eh, u saw bharathi just know?
me: yeah, just know. she was in the queue too.
yol: eh, u look slimer!
me: *smilessssssssssssssss
yol: eh u stress ah?
me: yeah, jc what. I actually thought i could die.

so thats how it went. somebody actully said i look slimer. wwwweeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont pop the bubble, let me think that i really am slimer now. heheh, and to think of it, i didnt die. i survived J1! thats marvellous baby!

another thought came to my mind today. do co-incidences really exist? didnt everything that happen for a reason? so if everything really happen for a reason, the people that u meet and get to know is of some significance right? oh, this is bugging me.

(warning: the next portion of the entry is in Malay. heheh (: )

and, and, i'm thinking of studying overseas. cita-cita tinggi menggunung. entah apa la mimpi aku nie. tapi kira macam da nekad jugak nak ambik scholarship then sambung kat UK. la, aku nie da putus fius ka apa?nak pergi belajar jauh-jauh. entah boleh dapat ke tak. tapi kan, dulu memang beriye-iye sangat nak belajar kat AC. yang paling best nye, impian ku itu tercapai. Fuh, macam fairytale jugak eh, hikayat cerita hidup ku nie. da, jangan nak perasan la. Nie da pekena novel melayu la nie. Kan da blog pun dalam bahasa MELAYU. Tapi ape salahnya kan? dalam usaha ku untuk menaik kan darjat bahasa Melayu ku. heheh.

But first, i must get my As. yes,yes.

ah, i want to read my malay novel. lalalala

chiao

thanks enjia for the msg.:) i think yeah, theres something wrong with my taggie. tsk.. i will check asap.

fri was super fun. came early with adlin and some other ppl. and i just chill arnd the beach and feel the wind. soaking up in the sun was nice too. but i thought no,no, i dont want to go band prac on sat with a sunburnt face. cycling... haha. tsk i fell like 7 times? or more? hahaha...i hit a little girl, a roller bladder, the fence, the lamp post, a couple on a couple bicycle and a bangla. haha. and i keep laughing aft every fall. weirdo. but sadly cant stay long. mum was screaming at the top of her lungs when she called me. whatever man. the food they brought was ssoo delicious or am i just hungry at that time? but it was really, really nice. i wish i could have gone for the bbq. but, its good enuf that i can go out that day. thanks ppl who made my day that day. i really enjoyed myself throughly that day, never felt that happy for a long time.

sat band prac...haha. i made tons of mistakes during combines. video-taking session is ssoo funny. amirah-'i dont want to be in the video!!' shes already being filmed. haha. and it goes on until edwin had to-'eh, come here! sectionals!' amirah to benjamin-'i want to see the video!!' hahaa.. i was close to tears laughing. cant wait to see the whole video during tune in.

oh.oh! band camp is coming!!!! wwweeeee!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm ssoo egg-cited!!!but that means concert is coming :)and the j2s are leaving us. :( :( and terms is well smacking into my face.:( :( :( aarrgghhh!!!

i wish time can stand still just for a moment.
just for a moment.

i find that i am a weirdo. i go crazy just listening to guitar solos. i am facinated by blue skies with white clouds. and yeah, i think if i want a boyfriend, he must be a musician. able to play the guitar would be a bonus. then he can play his guitar for me and we could go concerts together. oh my god. what am i thinking? boyfriends? tsk. i should be thinking abt terms and scheherazade now.

my brain needs some repair work i think.