ok i still suck at econs drq.

get ready for chiminology. mind boggling jargons. and complicated graphs.

ok fine, its not that bad. but i realllllyyyyyyyyyy gotta do well. sighs. econseconseconseconsecons. somehow i remember mr mash's face. hahahaha.
projects? i'm on panic mode. its back to those staring-at-the-laptop-cluelessly nights for hours. it isnt progressing. my group sucks at communicating. its like theres this big wall we're talking thorough each other. i wonder why. maybe its just me thats too thick-skinned to care about being shy.

how come i cant post gif pictures here. T.T maybe i should change to lj or wordpress or tumblr. hhmmm.

anyways, i miss alot of people. my acband mates. my juniors, seniors. its been dinosaur years that we met. i saw some pictures of us back then. hhmm. something that i will never forget. those tears, sweat and what not we went through. hah. alumni anyone? should i go?? hhmmm...

chiao.

PRELIMS ARE STINKING OVER

i'm done with prelims. and what a way to end it. it was the worst econs paper i've ever sat for. i couldnt finish the paper because i was too slow. sigh. so much for studying so hard for it. looks like i'm gonna fail econs. kinda scary,thinking about it. i only have like 2 months before As to train my brain and my hands to work faster. plus other subjects. omg.

but i'm prolly the happiest woman now. movie marathon. haha, while eating chocolates. i'm eating so much now. tmr i'm going malaysia. muahahahahahaha. i deserve this. i worked so hard since june. now, a few days rest. then, back to books again. looking back at the exam, i have ALOT to work on. sigh.

i dont have the mood to blog now. i want to catch up on my life. hehehehehhehe.

chiao.

gold, top band. :)))))))))))))))))))))).

oh gosh. ac band, jungfrau music festival 2008, interlaken switzerland- gold award. and and and!!!! top band!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. top band! top band!!

:) ok, i'm kinda late in blogging this. busy uh. haha. got this news at 4+ am while studying for econs. enjia called and told me. i had no reaction although i was fully awake at that time. when we hung up i started crying. i'm so happy for them. was smiling at myself in the mrt and during the econs paper. i think mr mash is going to shake his head looking at the rubbish i wrote. whatever.

studied after that and could feel my body going haywire. dont care, still study at night.
sunday, went to esplanade lib to study with seha. her sis was there too and her sis is damn pretty. i told seha this and she said, look at her older sis la! -_- haha. i dont know what happened to me but i brought the wrong stuff. haha. i was supposed to do my lit essays but i brought econs. then went home to do whatever that i was suppose to study earlier. ended up sleeping at 2.30 am. woke up and my head felt like its being squashed by a 1 ton container. stupid migraine is back! grrrrr. i should have taken care of my health better!!! so didnt go to school today. muahahaha. but i'm still at my essays.

i should learn to relax huh. yeah right how to when prelims are in like.... erm, 28 days?

oohhhh man. prelims.
aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

chiao.

i kinda of like..'i dont want to touch any econs notes any more, forever'

i feel like taking a knife and start stabbing at something over and over again.

its just ssoo tiring to keep picking yourself up again and again after failures and more failures and more failures. but i guess thats life. even if we fail in the final one. well, we havent failed in life yet for when u fail in life is when u give up in life, right. so just pick yourself up and carry on with your life and learn frm your mistakes. no doubt, saying this is easier then doing it. no doubt life sometimes just suck big time.

so i shant give up. no matter how tiring it is. or sucky i am in econs.

damn i still think econs just suck la.

promos is in 5 weeks. i think i am going crazy over this. i keep reminding myself to study, if not i'll get the long service award which i dont think i need one though.

ok, back to econs- price disrimination. i'm glad theres such stuff, then students like me can get concession bas passes and we can ride all we want!! haha with the same price. The rationale behind it.. well, due to the diff elasticies of demand between the diff groups of consumers, prices have to be differntly charged. students like us wouldnt have enough money to pay for our transportation. So, the price have to be discriminated. Adults were charged diff from students because they can pay for their own therefore theres not a need for them to have subsidised fares like students. tah-dah.. i know i know my facts well. aiyah but i still cant score at all for econs. oh well.

due to the time, which is 2222hours..(eh nice 4d numbers!) and the fact that i have only completed my cerpen which is 2243 words only. i better get back to work. hhmm.. theres still like econs drq, econs essay, malay news articles, gp a.q. question. looks like i cant sleep at all tonight. nice.

chiao.