projects.

rabak ah i thought my proj is easy peasy. yeah right. easy peasy to comprehend ONLY. but when i ponder and analyse the questions, shit. oh nooooooooooooo. ah my brain's quite fried from accounts and economic analysis eh. tmr accounts again. cash balance, brought forward, marking up. oh new homework and new project! omg. how many projects seh.

thinking back again, some of the stuff that i did when i was working in income was actually very relevant to what i am studying now! hehehe.

and omg, my coursemates are like how frighteningly competitive. damn.

but BRING IT ON BEYBEH!

hahaha.

chiao.

not weird just different.

after every studying session i'll feel lousy. why? i dont know. i want a truckload of chocolates.

and i think i'm damn weird. like when i'm studying, i have to like really isolate myself. go to a quiet place. a cave like that. and i'll start talking to myself. and the way i study isnt like other people. people can just read their notes or write out notes. me? nono. that wont work for me. maybe i'm not wired. just different. maybe its the isolation that makes me feel terrible. like i have no friends. but no, i know i do have friends. well, i hope eh.

yesterday's convo with some friends struck me. in a way it made me feel bad. but in a way, made me realise. like why some people study so hard but yet.. nvm.

i should be doing my 'favourite' subject now. dy/dx. but eh, i like stats! here i come. oh i'm begining to love human geog alot! erm.. physical geog? errrr, still learning to loooovvveeee it. ok.

yeah. people are still celebrating hari raya. and i cant do it. :( and just now was so unglam. chilli and mayo sos all over. tsk.

chiao.

work it!

its 1. 41 am. oh my, panda eyes. migraine. booo. i need my sleep. ragh past failures keep haunting me. i still have econs to do. yay.

and i know i cant let it get in the way. i still have to go on. faster this time.

is this it? ohw......

come on work your brain juices!!! wweeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
ohoh, i watched scheherezede on arts central just now. superb. i like that song, just dont know why some people dont like it.

chiao.

its just a dream.

i fought with mum today so that she'll let me go to school. hahaha. kinda funny, imagine your mum forcing you to stay at home. she said that my face still look pale. where got...


hhmm... i miss acband. that i dreamt of me myself playing with sheree and edwin there and dr lee was there too and he said that i wounldnt make it. for what and about what i dont know b'cos it ends there. but he also said that sheree and edwin will make it.

aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.


nah.. its just a dream eh. just a dream..


geog essay and a lit essay just fried my brain.


who wants fried brain? sounds like pisang goreng. yumyum. niceee.
ehehehehehee

i need my beauty sleep. ooooo.

chiao.

i'm liberated finally from promos. but my brain is dead. freaking tired. i blog again tmr and start updating again.

i'm dead for promos. i can just pray hard that i wont get retained. i've tried hard. i'll just leave everything to God.

chiao.