friday the 13th

oh no! i thought i had so much to type here. but when this window open my mind just went . yeah, blank.

oh!oh! i remember!
friday the 13th.
a day that stays true to its name. today sucked. got scolded yet again by my supervisor. (i dont think i was that bad.. seriously...)the interns are giving me headaches. had a meeting first thing in the morning and it went badly. sosososo much work to do. and work to be redone because some other people did it wrongly. sigh. i'm still pissed by my late late pay cheque. grrr. thank god irritating A didnt come today, though H is present. i was under audit today. hmm. my students are a headache too. one is taking psle and the other is too hyper. and managing your own finance isnt that easy afterall huh.

enough whining. i'll manage all that. tomorrow is V day! wwwwwwweeeeeeeeeee. this reminds me of the V days in ac. so much love, i feel so happy and warm. happy V day people!

chiao.

i am craving for ice cream and chocolates. yum,yum. band bbq was ok. some got drunk haha. havoc.. too bad i cant overnight and even had to leave early. well, half of me says i dont mind. but i want to go cycling badly. then damai band grad night was funny especially the mocca ad. haha. good luck to u guys going to hong kong yeah. :)

i've never eaten this much before, i think i've been binge eating. i should stop myself and make myself busy. then i will stop thinking too much. yes, get busy.

not in the best moods actually. i'm just feeling angry. erghhhhhhhhhh.
chiao.

ok haha, this is damn funny. One of the stupid surveys u do on the internet to find out abt yourself. ok, here's me-
Aggressive. (am i? no la, i'm quite gentle what...)
Loves being in long relationships. (huh? no comment..)
Likes to give a good fight for what they want.(uhuh...extremely true!)
Extremely outgoing.(me? haha.. i dont think so..)
Loves to help people in times of need.(do i?)
Good kisser.(hhmm..i've never kissed anybody in my whole life so i dont know..haha) Good personality.(oh yes.. certainly! hahaha..)
Stubborn. (no la..)
A caring person. (hhmmm..)
One of a kind. (maybe?)
Not one to mess with. (oh yes,yes...esp when i'm angry)
Are the most attractive people on earth! (ehehehe..dont say la.. i'm feeling so shy la..)

all the best for the auditions tomorrow people!!!!hahaha, maybe its ok that i didnt get to audition even though half of me wants to take that miraphone eupho out of its casing start playing again right at this moment.

ooh,ooh! brain says: heal faster, heal faster!!!
body says: no,no, must recover slowly...
brain says: i want to play eupho!! faster heal!!
body: just wont relent to brain's orders.

garh! its torturing. give me the adrenalin of playing fast passages, running notes and those super high high notes. give me satisfaction when the intonation becomes perfect. move me when it is the slow passages. i want all that back again. now, i feel so empty.




i dont want history to repeat itself. for that, i will built a wall so thick around me that your gaze will never be able to penetrate through. watch out, watch out.


chiao

wwwwwwwweeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!! yesterday was ssssooooo super fffuunnnn!!!!!!!!!! friday was super fun too! precisely because its friday! muahahaha.. and then irna gave me a foot theraphy.. oh my goodness.. we walked almost the two whole shopping centres.. and she keep going in and out of almost every shop..
i thought my leg is gonna break.. somemore before that during swim pe both of my legs got cramped up..hahaha... ok.. we went window shopping at raffles city mall and city link mall.. then we eat monday cold funge at macs..hahaha... thats what irna say to the teller at mac and she actualy laughed at irna. hahaha..i was gaffawing uncontrolably..sundae hot fudge was like heaven!!!
then yesterday i meet up with the mcs ppl at sch first. ergh.. i bumped into him again.. ouh man.. i was really hoping and avoiding my best not to get bumped into him.. whats more i think he saw me. oh man... but oh well.. who cares.. ok.. back to mcs, we cleared the store room and celebrated the belated people's birthday by smashing the cake into their faces!!! muaaahahaha... i did it on udaya... lalala.. hahaha.. the cake went into her nose..hehehe.. seha got it, faris, hazimah and i cant remember who kena.. muahahaha..
so fun.. smashing cake into ppl's faces.. hahaha..then went for the miq competition.. wow.. really learnt alot about the civilisation of islam. and i got gastric during the competition. oh well.. thats because i didnt eat the day before, then i didnt eat breakfast and lucnh that day so aft that, we quickly went for dinner at banquet!!!!! wwweee........!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahah then played this stupid number game. whoever lost had to drink this soup which we mixed with sambal, coke, soya bean wantan mee gravy and alot more. hahaha.. can u just imagine their faces.. muahahaha... the first one to get it was faris, then syahida, udaya then hazima.. muahahaaha.... aft that they went to the pasar malam but i went home la.. later mum will start nagging at me..haha...

i just realise there is no sch on tues!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh.. i have a seminar on al quran at expo. ok..then i have to prepare for geog test. and i still havent finish studying for econs test tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!aaarrrggghhh..
theres like malay hw and test, gp essay too..oh no.. and the gpp..
oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no. i should studying now.