maybe.maybe.maybe.

credits to heartfelt@2OD
have you ever stood in the middle of a crowd and still feel lonely?
why do some people keep poping up in your life when you thought that they were gone for good?


maybe.maybe. maybe.
its a sign.


anyways. the big migraine is here. ok, dont complain. and my thighs are screaming~~~~ help!!!


i'm hungry. KFC sounds good right now.



back to squeeeeezing more brain juices.
chiao.

maybe

today's mcs drama rehersal was kinda egg-citing. 'cos i tried playing the saron!!! wooooo. and we managed to complete two parts of music from the whole production. there's still alot mind you. coolness seriously. i felt like i was in a gamelan troupe or something. hehehehe. but aft that was the serious bit. debrief=omg. schedule is super tight. being a costume manager is a headache. i get confuse which costume is whose although i wrote it down. my brain is naturally slow. alot of stuff to buy. not forgetting the props. haha. i have to get everthing ready by 10th may. then there is the music part where i need to learn my instrument, and come up with some nice malay theme music. oh greattt.


i wish there is no such thing as the internet. then maybe i wouldnt be wasting my time blogging here and go and study.then maybe also i will study more. maybes. yeah. then maybe somebody will not call me stupid. then maybe i wouldnt get stinking results. then maybe i will..

ergh. me stupid?

i dont know why, every econs test i will get really really nervous. and its on thurs.
and i vow i will pass my next math test on tues. i stinking finished the tys.
if i dont pass still, then maybe....
whatever la.

chiao.

hhhmmm maybe?

oh oh i received a bouqet of flowers today!!! thank you gerdine! :)))))))

yay, thank goodness i'm feeling way betterrrrrrrr.

i think the goodest friends i have are all in band. thats why it meant so much to me. but i guess now i have to set my priorities right. maybe i should think of doing other stuff then playing music. i wont die right. maybe its time i leave band life.hhmmm maybe? i wont die without band right. yeah, maybe...

i just cant imagine the pile of work that i have to rush when i get back to sch. while people are slogging so hard in sch and here i am.. sleeping and eating and watching tv. (oh oh i watched tarzan on kids central! i miss that movie..)

*covers face. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh.
but i did try to do my work.... (i guess thats denial when so far, i only did gp) haiz.

maybe i just talk too much. so much for my enthusiasm to study a few months before.

so nowww, no more slacking AT ALL.

ragh.
chiao.