i am me. therefore i am.

i dont know.. i feel so numb now. today. so numb. i dont know why. the workload. the pressure to do well. the feelings. hormones, i guess.

but i know something, i miss ___. i feel so stupid for feeling like this. i know i should not. i tried to avoid but i just bump into _. ergh. i miss acband. badly. i miss everybody in band. that includes dr lee. :)

but, oh well, scheherazede is keeping me happy. really happy. its amazing how music can affect my life so much. oh! oh! i saw the FULL SCORE for scheherazede just now at esplanade library. oouhh man.. i was so excited!! then.. i saw fauzie laily..hehehehehehehehehe..................

i think i am not myself, one moment i'm feeling all down and emo. now i am smiling.
:)
:)
:)

i need 12 hrs plus of sleep to recover myself.
chiao