E.L.F

dorks <3

i removed the taggie. damn stop spamming with adverts!

and i want to go for suju showcase PLEASE.

sigh. i guess that will never happen.lah.

bake again today. erhm oreo butter cake. screwed. but mummy loves it. i dont know. everyone else said its ok. i think its lacking some 20%. not nice. T__T

and thanks xinmin, zhong and sinta for dinner today :) guess they're my only ac classmates that i can really get along with.



awesomeness overload. i think the cameraman today is good. they captured taec's fav perv part. hahahaha. ;)


they won again!! yahuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. seeseesee donghae's face during the speech? wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
teukie throwing the flowers without the wrapper to fangirls(HAHAHAHAHA)+shindong's flash abs. hahahaha+ sulli trying heechul's shades and imitating his part. lol. plusplus the ad after the show- haha khun's minute maid CF. haha where is the pulp?

i think i am going crazeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
kakak's reaction?- 'YA ALLAH SHAHEERA...'
shamil's reaction?- 'EEEE, kakak da gile eh?'
perhaps?

i'm not sleepy.
chiao.

marble cakee

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

success!

maybe i should bake every weekend.

but who'll eat it?

chiao.

ragh

in a state of self-destructive rage.

ragh.

miinah+NU A.B.O

i wonder why i cant get close to you. always wondered. honestly, i felt jealous when other people are close to thiers. i realise that you've never and its really NEVER, supported nor tried to accept me as i am.

while i am one stubborn girl who never accepts your critisms.

what a great combination.



this song is ssooo addictive. awesome.



cant wait for the full MV coming out today~!

SIGH.

after 20 years of blessed life, i only have 1 wish. to have a place called home. thats all.
why do i feel like i am being dragged around today. =.='
chiao.

10may1990

oh yeah, happy birthday to me.

and happy mummy's day to all mummy-s

credits to promiile@SFI

this guy here! he updated his IPLE and and and*spazzing* posted a pic of Onjuboong!!! and wrote some msg to SFI. happy? beyond it. ehehehehehehhehehe.

credits to madiison@2OD


credits to madiison@2OD
this guy here!! he updated his me2day. happy-ness^^
guess what he posted. nyheahahahaha. onkey eating rice cakes! too bad cant post the pic here as well. if not.. *overload.

credits to madiison@2OD

credits to madiison@2OD

lina will prolly go kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ at minho's avatar above. lol. right right right?

i've loads more but i cant post it 'cos it not mine. gotta give credits and stuff.

what was i supposed to say...... erhmmmmmmmmm.

ouh~ thanks for the surprise at mad jack's :)

cupcakes or chocmint+peanutbutter brownies? or cookiedough brownie+choc ganache?

which one should i make....

chiao.

exams are overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

credits to heartfelt@2OD

was watching danbi(without subs and amazingly i can understand bits and pieces of what they said) and it was good. i think its a much more meaningful variety show compared to like _____ show. they went to the phillippines and showed the trash hills where people actually lived there. sigh. such a sight seriously breaks your heart. and the smell of the trash... khun didnt even cover his nose from the stench. if it was me.. i think i'll just break down and cry looking at all those innocent gruby young faces smiling.

on second thought, i think i'd rather give up internship for a exchange prog like this. like for once in my 20 years of life, i should do something meaningful for others; instead of whining and complaining every now and then. right?

hhmmm, felt like i have so many stuff to put here. but... my mind just went.... (blank) hahahaha.

oh yeah. exams are so overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. yahuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

ate dunkin donuts yumyumyum~~ like finally i got my cravings fulfilled! then ip man 2 with taec and oppa! awesome movie:) on tues went for facial with hiq. ouch. a new experience. then ramen.. ouhhh yummyyyy yummyyy. anddddd FRIED MARS BARS. sweetnees beyond your imgination. i was on cloud nine. hahaha. on wed got dragged to the airport by aisyah(fellow fangirl kekekeke) thurs and fri is just filled with tuition. sigh. this kid seriously need a spanking.

anyway.... tons of stuff to do. raghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

chiao.

the last leg

its the last leg of the race. and my nervousness isnt easing away.

aja aja fighting okay!

chiao.

OMG MY EYEBAGS ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOOO BAD!

you know the feeling of wanting to get out of a situation but you know you cant and have to face it?

feels like i dont have the will to fight on.

oh yeah, i got bird shitted again on mon after econs paper. birds sure love me. haha.

chiao.

i am so angry but i cant get angry.

looks like i have to sleep at 4 am again today.

chiao.

WHAT DO I DO.
OH MA GOSHHHH.
HOW COME I CANT GET THE ANSWER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING.
this constitute like 10marks in the short ans questions part.

and what about econs? i pray and pray.

god, help meh.

law?lets not think about it. YET.

andicantfallasleepyetithinkiamgoingcrazy.

bye.

i cant sleep and i dont want to. can?

sigh. i havent finish law and econs.

eye bag, panda eyes. welcome!!

i'm not tired, really.

chiao.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~~
doesnt the song and pictures fit soooo well.

chiao.

mug or you die

i dont care any more. i'll just concentrate on studying.
i dont want to have any regrets later.

mugmugmugmugmugmug.

not much time left. but so much more to study. will i be able to do this?

i think i'll go crazy.

chiao.

for my sayangs.

happy happy happy. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. hahaha.

thanks dears for today.
irna: for a fruitful day of studying together. it makes me sane to have a slightly less than sane friend beside me studying too. heh.

hiq, khai, aj for the company and stories today. i miss you girls like mad. and i'm so sorry for not trying to like call you girls once in awhile and ask whats happening in your lives and everything. but i'm happy you girls are moving on in life so well! ((:

hiq, congrats for that ntu offer! all the best okay! welcome to uni life hahaha. and insyallah with the scholarship application. dont worry. my instincts tell me... you'll do good!
next step, get a boyfriend quick!!! hahaha.

khai, yay! poly over, hello uni! haha. although i am abit sad that i wont be seeing you for 3 months. but i am happy you got what you wanted! congrats yeah babe! work hard, and try to catch up with AJ can? ahahahaha. oh yes, take care of yourself while you're there okay. negeri orang la kata kan.. (although you'll be going only in sept! ahahaha i da start to get worried da..)
next step, get your degree! and i'm waiting for an invitation card like a few years down the road!:D

AJ, woah i have to say. ahahaha. the biggest progress. the best drama. hahahaha. i still remember when you were complaining how we'll grow up as spinsters. ahahaha. and how we will not ever get a bf. lol. but now... hahaha, funny how love can change a person. anyway, my dear friend, i hope you'll be happy with him. and yes, dont neglect your studies plus take care of yourself. about your fam.. well, sabar je la. i only too well how mothers can be. heh.
next progress! get yourself to australia and a degree since thats what you want right! and erhmm.. yeah kad jemputan maybe..? ahahahaha.

and me? still hanging there.

oh well...sigh. hanging on...

chiao.

:) RDD


:) replay!!!


:) the mojo jojo song! wheeeeeeeeeeeee~

this cracks me up so badly. lol~ hahahaha.

speak malay lah.

this is seriously bugging me.

the aunties. well, aunties were gossiping (as usual) and guess what they were saying. they were talking about how so many of my cousins these days are going to AC schools.. like bla bla bla.. how smart they were.. and the comparing session starts. urgh, i seriously hate this. like how smart they were and how they dont need to o levels.. how they speak english so well.. and i pointed out that they are not good in malay though. and thats bad. AND GUESS WHAT THEY REPLIED! ahhhhh. its ok what. whats important is that you are good in english. you need english to survive you know. bleah. so what if you're good in it if you dont even know your mother tongue. isnt it a shame? not knowing your roots, the language that your grandparents speak in, your great grandparents spoke in. S o what if you're good in what you're doing but you cant communicate with your society and community in your mother tongue well? arent you ashamed?

they dont know how bad this problem is do they? i'm so pissed by their remarks. i cant believe even such aunties actually find not being able to speak malay well alright. atrocious.

guess how many students in my higher malay class were native malay students and how many were non-malay? there were more non-malays in my higher malay class! how shameful is that! and guess how 'big' my malay literature class back in AC is? yeah, 5 measly, sad people. 5! and the numbers for the past cohorts are dwindling too.

isnt it sad?

chiao.

exams. again.

ChanKhunJunhoJun.kJayTaecWoo

official hiatus. :]

from all things associated with k-pop *pouts and everything else that can get me distracted.

the problem is... 2pm's come back is in april. and i'm having exams. sigh. no khun=major sadness.

no, think about EXAMS!

chiao.

mo jo jo headache.

i saw mummies today! ahahaha. yes, real ones. wrapped in cloth. they're huge. and weird. i wonder how they really look like. how they live, what they eat, nice or not? ahahahaha. how was the weather, hot? how do they go about their daily lives? ehy so many questions.

anyway, borong shawl! :))) seha, next time we borong again okay?

irna, next time we study together again okay? i am inspired by your democracy essay! and i think it was a fruitful study session since i got to concentrate better then i normally do.

anyway, editing is a MOJO JO JO HEADACHE.
isey bedah.

went to get kak yani's wedding card. gosh, its nice! haha. and they told me i gained weight. paranoid me freaked out. mummy scolded me for being fat tooo! T_________T but being my mummy, she told me some pointers that she did when she was my age to lose weight. kekekekeke. number 1! sleep early. 2! wake up early and run+dont sleep after subuh! ooppppsss! heh. 3! count your calories! oh my gawdddddddddddd. seriously? she said yes, if you wanna lose like 5-6kg. thanks mummy. i'll think abt that calorie thingy. 4! no rice or carbo, no junk food+ no eating aft 7. okay, this one can. (:

for the betterment of oneself! here i come! sleep early? i havent finish editing uh. T_T how?

chiao.