moving on.

oh gosh, moving on is sso great and ssoo not great. great thing is, i get to meet new great ppl that i will nvr forget in my life! my og mates, classmates- 1aa5! my band mates everybody in ac.. how i love these ppl. i just dont know if i can still be wif them aft JAE. the future seems so uncertain for me. i dont know if i can get into ac. everyday, i think abt this. haiz. haiz.HAIZ. this issue is bothering me everyday. i think abt this everyday. HAIZ. the not soo great thing abt moving on is, i'll freaking miss DAMAI SECONDARY SECHOOL!!!!!!! gosh, all my peeps, my classmates, my band mates. i miss morning assembly where mr raj will go, sch, pls stand. but nobody will get there butts off the parade square. i miss those times when i can still eat my breakfast at 7 am haha, then rush to take bas no 65 wif faris..ehem. then run to the gate wif mr yu saying, run! run! hahaha.. then walk slowly to class. making the first period teachers pissed off for coming in late. muahahaha. i miss in btw lessons where we will make trips to toilet and sit on the wooden bench. i miss the guys running ard the class and giving me sweets! hahaha. i miss mt lessons when me and bai will make it our napping time. hahaha. i miss bai's crapping and the class laughter at our jokes. i miss speaking malay like a malay student. talking in our lingo. i miss recess. i miss the food at the canteen. i miss bookshop time. i miss pe time. the guys running arnd hahaha. the gerls screamig playing floorball. i miss dnt class. the horrible june hols we had. well, not hols considering we had to come to sch everyday frm 8 to 4 to do our proj. i still remember half the class had given up b'cos it was soo difficult. the gerls were crying and the guys staring into the air, each not knowing what to do wif their proj at that time. but we stick thru. and we produced works that not many students can produce, only dnt students of damai sec can produce. muahahahaha. i miss the teachers. so crappy, sometimes they so emo, sometimes they so serious. haha, remembering this made me laugh at their antics. i miss higher malay lessons at temasek sec. those trips we had make frm damai to temasek every week. eating lunch in the bas. haha. bai laughing so loudly in the bas. muahahaha. khai, eating my homemade lunch.. damn delicious la. me, emo-ing out of the bas windows. haha, i miss my hml class peeps. hml lessons was ssoo fun. i could be me. and not be anybody else. i miss cikgu sahriana. the best teacher anybody could have. i miss tuition times. wif andy's nagging and aaron marcus farah marc and qi han and lester's crapping ard. makes tuition ssoo much lively. i miss these ppl badly.

gosh. this is what i call fated. when i first come into damai, i hate it to the core. it was not my sch of choice. it was my last choice. actually before i was posted there, i had dreamt i was standing at the atrium. but of course i didnt know that that place was actually damai. when i get into damai then i realise, i am fated to be here. and i accepted it since it was god's will. his plan for me. thank u god. for planing this for me.

i got to get back to reality and move on. MOVE ON AND STOP BEING NOSTALGIC GERL!! ok, ok. i'm freaking stressed out wif band. i know i'm not performing up to the expectations. what with SYF coming and the concert. studies? i'm slacking like hell. i'm not studying at all la. i plan to catch up during this chinese new year. i'm in a state of confusion abt my subj combi. i seriously DONT WANT to drop art. thats like the only subj thats when i'm doing i'm happy. i'll forget all my troubles. i know i'm good at it and it makes me feel good. i need that kind of feeling esp when u have single digit scorers in ur sch ok.. but mum wants me to take malay lit. i'm fine but its just that, if i want to take malay lit, i have to drop art. opportunity cost. hahaha econs. i dont want to drop art!! nobody knows how deep is my passion for art. darah seni da memang mengalir di dalam tubuh, nak buat mcm mane.. hahahaha. wats more, juggling wif all kinds of feelingS when i come for band, its really difficult seh. HAIZ. -that is, if u know what i mean..

i'll be meeting hiq, khai, az and sha in a few days time. i'm so excited abt it la!!!! i'll be meeting farah soon too! gosh, i'm so excited!! hiq and khai will be crashing into ac nxt mon..hehehehe...
anyways, just know all my cuzins come here for like a gathering. haha, being together wif family is the best thing on earth!!

i think i wrote too much. i'll stop here.
tata.