i am me. therefore i am.

i really feel like crying now. on mon will be the last day all of us ac J1s will be sitting in the hall and be called acsians. uwah!!!!!!! i will miss my classmates. gosh, we havent even had 1 class outing where everybody is present la.. when they went out on founder's day, i had band prac.. every time, band prac. band prac. i dont even see my family much. i miss them. i really do.... i cant believe i will sacrifice so much for ac band. but i dont mind, i will still come for band.

i'm not complaining abt band prac, its just that i'm feeling emo now.. with the uncertain future that lies ahead of me.. wheather if i can get into ac on tues.. now that i heard the points for the jcs had been lowered drastically.. then the prospect of seperation frm all the frens that i had made in ac; og mates, classmates, esp ac band mates.. god, help me be strong to face this. i feeling damn tired la. there's even a test on mon!!!! how am i supposed to concentrate to study? on mon, i will bring acmera and take lots of pic. so that i wil remember these ppl and not forget them! :)

luckily, to compensate for my unhappiness, band prac just now was superb! lunch was fun. hahaha.. i was sitting in front of the hot chocolate pot all the time, eating the fondue. hahaha.. i just cant resist chocolate when there's one. and during combine, we showed dr lee that we had practised! :) eh, i really did alot of individuals. so tiring la. the nxt day hist test and i'm still hugging my eupho at 9pm in Lt4.. man how is that? i think i hug my eupho more then i hug my bloster at home.

hhmm.. i have to do southeast asia hist research now!!! aarrgghh!!! i think i'm gonna screwed the test on mon man..
tat, gotta chiao first.