Saturday, June 23, 2007
Friday, June 22, 2007
the pain in the heart just wont go away. u coward. why cant u just be a man and say what is in ur heart. asshole.
band camp over, negeri sembilan trip over, muse concert over. now what? terms.
terms
terms
terms
information overload. my head is bursting. i feel ssoo scared for terms. what if i fail again. i seriously dont want to get retained!!!! argh.. hear me cry out.*sobs*sobs. now my nose is like a tap water. it doesnt stop running. breakouts on my face. ergh. great. just hope my migraine wont come anytime soon. choi! touch wood.
so much to do. but i dont care. i want to blog.
band camp was damn tiring. practice all day long. morn till night. before lights out some j1s tried studying. but i bet nothing went into our head. haha. anyways. second day was the same. only intersting thing was that during prac, i was looking at how irna was falling asleep during combines. muahahaha.her head on her saxaphone. then slowly falling off..with her specs going off her face too.. haha. i cant forget that image man. then its night games. syiok la. my group was fun. even though with people i dont really talked too like aaron, jasmine and zhenrong. (PS: mel, i really had fun!!!! u know what i mean... hehe)but oh well, eugene and stuart made me laugh to tears.. hahaha. it was supposed to be scary but didnt turn out that way for me i guess. eugene got dunked into the pool at like 1+am. haha.. i think the excos did a great job. thanks guys for the fun games and all.
after the band camp, i realise i will miss the j2 even more. :((((((((((((((((
tune-in was cool. my grp was comprise of me, satis, wenlong and luqman. man, i'm the only ac girl. but ok la. they are damn fun ppl so had balls of time bullying the sec4s. haha.. evil us. hehe. went home that day and i had fever. great yeah. but i still have to unpack and pack again for my negeri sembilan trip. so took panadols and hoped i didnt oversleep that night. haha.
oh well, had to report at tanjong pagar station damn early. i even fell asleep in the taxi on the way to the tg station. but aft reaching there and meeting the rest.. hehe, i bacame wide awake. but boarding the train was quite sad for me. i just realise how i miss mummy and daddy and sis and bro and cik sham and yeah, basically my family. just realised at that moment that its been a long time since i even talked to them. shit, i think i'm too into my life. i should appreciate the people arnd me more.
negeri sembilan trip rocks like crazy. train trip was fun. haha. sheep,sheep, sheep. how many sheep died? bang, bang, bang. who died? haha, actually cant believe i'm quite smart eh, i actually can solve all the riddles. haha. clever me.*pats her back. me and seha were worried what kind of house we'll be living in. just hope we didnt get a house ssoo kampong; afraid we'll not be able to adapt. but ok la. only the toilet no flush. hahaha.and behind our room was a full of banana trees. scary... whoots.
explorace was fun but damn tiring la. funny part was faris had to eat raw egg and he was the only one who puked. hahaha. oh well, running arnd the village like crazy people was fun la. then at night was learning cak lempong and the dance. oh gosh, i suck. hahaha. its on youtube. will post it here. obviously i cant memorise the whole song, haha, was following shariff all along. hahaa. the traditional dance? my wrist almost sprained. but it was fun, seeing how teruk seha is at dancing.. muahahaha. and farhan keep losing his grip on his plates. hahaa..so funnny.. then it was night walk. kinda scary la. since we walked alone and i mean alone through the jungle. there were even these mat kampong trying to scare us. but i was giggling all the way. because it was ssooo fuuny. didnt realise we were walking near a cemetetry until i came out of the trail. really challenged my mental strength. thank god daddy had trained me. mum was horrified when i told her i walked in the jungle alone. haha.
second day was the best. :) started out the day with river treking. gosh, never in my life i had gone trekking. so i was suuuperrr egg-cited! the water was ssuper cold and clear. damn nice. trekked through it then aft that was the jungle trekking part. shoots. i already got 1 leech stuck onto my feet. thank god shariff pulled it off my feet despite me screaming like crazy. trekked up hill. damn difficult la. mud all over, the jungle all arnd and trekking uphill was torturous. but fun la. hhm.. i like challenging stuff. makes me egg-cited. haha. and at the end of the trek, got up at the top, damn, the scenery was like. WOH! makes me realise the greatness of allah's creation. will post the pics soon here. then its time to go down hill. hahaha. i fell on my butt. best. haha. then waterfall!!! this wasnt that nice. i fell flat on my back. damn painful. couldnt move for a moment. thats scary. my whole left arm went numb. shoot. i'm so prone to falls. haha. that night, faris and seha was supposed to get married. muahahahahahaha...then some drama unfolded, seha bacame a runaway bride and faris had to reluctantly marry a st joseph convent girl. muahaha. faris upon hearing the news-'hah? but i want nasihah!' muahahaha. so funny. ok, then they we were carried on a dais. then the whole performance started. adlin was ogling at the mat kampong. the cak lempong was nice. the kampong girls were damn pretty. i was getting jealous of their smooth skin. tsk. funny thing was the bride. kecoh, so unglam la. too long to say it here. i bet if it was seha, fuh, mesti maintain. mcm perempuan melayu terakhir. by the way, did anyone say u look great in baju kurung seha? haha. hehe. muahahaha. lalalalala...
anyways. the last day was sad but still fun. in the morn we spent time at the playground. then me, seha, shariff and faris went to mak minah's hse. my foster mother's hse. the guys purposely come to have some fun; to make mak minah melatar. i wonder what its called in english. but anyway, they went exploring to the toilet and our rm with banana trees at the back. haha. then four of us walked together to their hse. fun la. haha, ate and talked. became our foster grandparents too. man, kampong people are so nice. i'll miss them. then time for home sweet home. aawww.. i miss pelegong.
back to reality. i still have math, physical geog and econs to do. i'm so dead for terms. concert was bad. scheherazade was atrocious. i felt damn gulity to end the j2s ac band life with such a concert. i'm so sorry guys. and yeah, i found my uniform. haha. dont ask how or where. hahaha. thanks ange for the uniform. thanks a zillion. :)
will start studying again now. now.now.
chiao.
band camp over, negeri sembilan trip over, muse concert over. now what? terms.
terms
terms
terms
information overload. my head is bursting. i feel ssoo scared for terms. what if i fail again. i seriously dont want to get retained!!!! argh.. hear me cry out.*sobs*sobs. now my nose is like a tap water. it doesnt stop running. breakouts on my face. ergh. great. just hope my migraine wont come anytime soon. choi! touch wood.
so much to do. but i dont care. i want to blog.
band camp was damn tiring. practice all day long. morn till night. before lights out some j1s tried studying. but i bet nothing went into our head. haha. anyways. second day was the same. only intersting thing was that during prac, i was looking at how irna was falling asleep during combines. muahahaha.her head on her saxaphone. then slowly falling off..with her specs going off her face too.. haha. i cant forget that image man. then its night games. syiok la. my group was fun. even though with people i dont really talked too like aaron, jasmine and zhenrong. (PS: mel, i really had fun!!!! u know what i mean... hehe)but oh well, eugene and stuart made me laugh to tears.. hahaha. it was supposed to be scary but didnt turn out that way for me i guess. eugene got dunked into the pool at like 1+am. haha.. i think the excos did a great job. thanks guys for the fun games and all.
after the band camp, i realise i will miss the j2 even more. :((((((((((((((((
tune-in was cool. my grp was comprise of me, satis, wenlong and luqman. man, i'm the only ac girl. but ok la. they are damn fun ppl so had balls of time bullying the sec4s. haha.. evil us. hehe. went home that day and i had fever. great yeah. but i still have to unpack and pack again for my negeri sembilan trip. so took panadols and hoped i didnt oversleep that night. haha.
oh well, had to report at tanjong pagar station damn early. i even fell asleep in the taxi on the way to the tg station. but aft reaching there and meeting the rest.. hehe, i bacame wide awake. but boarding the train was quite sad for me. i just realise how i miss mummy and daddy and sis and bro and cik sham and yeah, basically my family. just realised at that moment that its been a long time since i even talked to them. shit, i think i'm too into my life. i should appreciate the people arnd me more.
negeri sembilan trip rocks like crazy. train trip was fun. haha. sheep,sheep, sheep. how many sheep died? bang, bang, bang. who died? haha, actually cant believe i'm quite smart eh, i actually can solve all the riddles. haha. clever me.*pats her back. me and seha were worried what kind of house we'll be living in. just hope we didnt get a house ssoo kampong; afraid we'll not be able to adapt. but ok la. only the toilet no flush. hahaha.and behind our room was a full of banana trees. scary... whoots.
explorace was fun but damn tiring la. funny part was faris had to eat raw egg and he was the only one who puked. hahaha. oh well, running arnd the village like crazy people was fun la. then at night was learning cak lempong and the dance. oh gosh, i suck. hahaha. its on youtube. will post it here. obviously i cant memorise the whole song, haha, was following shariff all along. hahaa. the traditional dance? my wrist almost sprained. but it was fun, seeing how teruk seha is at dancing.. muahahaha. and farhan keep losing his grip on his plates. hahaa..so funnny.. then it was night walk. kinda scary la. since we walked alone and i mean alone through the jungle. there were even these mat kampong trying to scare us. but i was giggling all the way. because it was ssooo fuuny. didnt realise we were walking near a cemetetry until i came out of the trail. really challenged my mental strength. thank god daddy had trained me. mum was horrified when i told her i walked in the jungle alone. haha.
second day was the best. :) started out the day with river treking. gosh, never in my life i had gone trekking. so i was suuuperrr egg-cited! the water was ssuper cold and clear. damn nice. trekked through it then aft that was the jungle trekking part. shoots. i already got 1 leech stuck onto my feet. thank god shariff pulled it off my feet despite me screaming like crazy. trekked up hill. damn difficult la. mud all over, the jungle all arnd and trekking uphill was torturous. but fun la. hhm.. i like challenging stuff. makes me egg-cited. haha. and at the end of the trek, got up at the top, damn, the scenery was like. WOH! makes me realise the greatness of allah's creation. will post the pics soon here. then its time to go down hill. hahaha. i fell on my butt. best. haha. then waterfall!!! this wasnt that nice. i fell flat on my back. damn painful. couldnt move for a moment. thats scary. my whole left arm went numb. shoot. i'm so prone to falls. haha. that night, faris and seha was supposed to get married. muahahahahahaha...then some drama unfolded, seha bacame a runaway bride and faris had to reluctantly marry a st joseph convent girl. muahaha. faris upon hearing the news-'hah? but i want nasihah!' muahahaha. so funny. ok, then they we were carried on a dais. then the whole performance started. adlin was ogling at the mat kampong. the cak lempong was nice. the kampong girls were damn pretty. i was getting jealous of their smooth skin. tsk. funny thing was the bride. kecoh, so unglam la. too long to say it here. i bet if it was seha, fuh, mesti maintain. mcm perempuan melayu terakhir. by the way, did anyone say u look great in baju kurung seha? haha. hehe. muahahaha. lalalalala...
anyways. the last day was sad but still fun. in the morn we spent time at the playground. then me, seha, shariff and faris went to mak minah's hse. my foster mother's hse. the guys purposely come to have some fun; to make mak minah melatar. i wonder what its called in english. but anyway, they went exploring to the toilet and our rm with banana trees at the back. haha. then four of us walked together to their hse. fun la. haha, ate and talked. became our foster grandparents too. man, kampong people are so nice. i'll miss them. then time for home sweet home. aawww.. i miss pelegong.
back to reality. i still have math, physical geog and econs to do. i'm so dead for terms. concert was bad. scheherazade was atrocious. i felt damn gulity to end the j2s ac band life with such a concert. i'm so sorry guys. and yeah, i found my uniform. haha. dont ask how or where. hahaha. thanks ange for the uniform. thanks a zillion. :)
will start studying again now. now.now.
chiao.
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
mixed feelings now. gosh, i miss u darling bloggie. i miss u darling lappie!!
band camp was so fun yet not so fun.
negeri sembilan rock like crazy. had balls of time.
i'll blog tmr.
darn feaking tired la.
OH MY GOD TOMORROW IS MUSE AT VCH. can i scream?
aaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tsk, last concert with j2s. i want to cry now.
i have to unpack my smelly orange dc backpack.haha
chiao.
band camp was so fun yet not so fun.
negeri sembilan rock like crazy. had balls of time.
i'll blog tmr.
darn feaking tired la.
OH MY GOD TOMORROW IS MUSE AT VCH. can i scream?
aaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tsk, last concert with j2s. i want to cry now.
i have to unpack my smelly orange dc backpack.haha
chiao.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
tsk. i dont feel like going for camp. who will take care of cik sham at night? who to carry her up in the middle of the night? who to change her bandage? who to take care of her when i'm gone for the whole week??? argh. and a.p.m is on fri at 8pm!!! suria, why must u show it on fri!!! cant u show it some other days. i'm going to complain to mediacorp!!
its 6.30AM. time to go to sch, if i'm late, i owe irna sundae. hahaha.
chiao.
its 6.30AM. time to go to sch, if i'm late, i owe irna sundae. hahaha.
chiao.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
why my heart races everytime he looks into my direction or his name is mention. tsk. get over him la shaheera.
tmr is band camp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wwwweeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hohohoho.. but kak wani a such a selfish person. yes, if u read this by the way, u are,SELFISH. HEAR THAT? just because she had used her camera only once, she would not lend me. what bullshit is that u mofo. tsk, i'm being a bitch here. but whatever. i'm just feeling so angry.
wwwweeee!!!!!!!!! 3 days and 2 nights baby!!! muahahaha.
tmr is band camp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wwwweeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hohohoho.. but kak wani a such a selfish person. yes, if u read this by the way, u are,SELFISH. HEAR THAT? just because she had used her camera only once, she would not lend me. what bullshit is that u mofo. tsk, i'm being a bitch here. but whatever. i'm just feeling so angry.
wwwweeee!!!!!!!!! 3 days and 2 nights baby!!! muahahaha.
Sunday, June 10, 2007
thanks enjia for the msg.:) i think yeah, theres something wrong with my taggie. tsk.. i will check asap.
fri was super fun. came early with adlin and some other ppl. and i just chill arnd the beach and feel the wind. soaking up in the sun was nice too. but i thought no,no, i dont want to go band prac on sat with a sunburnt face. cycling... haha. tsk i fell like 7 times? or more? hahaha...i hit a little girl, a roller bladder, the fence, the lamp post, a couple on a couple bicycle and a bangla. haha. and i keep laughing aft every fall. weirdo. but sadly cant stay long. mum was screaming at the top of her lungs when she called me. whatever man. the food they brought was ssoo delicious or am i just hungry at that time? but it was really, really nice. i wish i could have gone for the bbq. but, its good enuf that i can go out that day. thanks ppl who made my day that day. i really enjoyed myself throughly that day, never felt that happy for a long time.
sat band prac...haha. i made tons of mistakes during combines. video-taking session is ssoo funny. amirah-'i dont want to be in the video!!' shes already being filmed. haha. and it goes on until edwin had to-'eh, come here! sectionals!' amirah to benjamin-'i want to see the video!!' hahaa.. i was close to tears laughing. cant wait to see the whole video during tune in.
oh.oh! band camp is coming!!!! wwweeeee!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm ssoo egg-cited!!!but that means concert is coming :)and the j2s are leaving us. :( :( and terms is well smacking into my face.:( :( :( aarrgghhh!!!
i wish time can stand still just for a moment.
just for a moment.
i find that i am a weirdo. i go crazy just listening to guitar solos. i am facinated by blue skies with white clouds. and yeah, i think if i want a boyfriend, he must be a musician. able to play the guitar would be a bonus. then he can play his guitar for me and we could go concerts together. oh my god. what am i thinking? boyfriends? tsk. i should be thinking abt terms and scheherazade now.
my brain needs some repair work i think.
fri was super fun. came early with adlin and some other ppl. and i just chill arnd the beach and feel the wind. soaking up in the sun was nice too. but i thought no,no, i dont want to go band prac on sat with a sunburnt face. cycling... haha. tsk i fell like 7 times? or more? hahaha...i hit a little girl, a roller bladder, the fence, the lamp post, a couple on a couple bicycle and a bangla. haha. and i keep laughing aft every fall. weirdo. but sadly cant stay long. mum was screaming at the top of her lungs when she called me. whatever man. the food they brought was ssoo delicious or am i just hungry at that time? but it was really, really nice. i wish i could have gone for the bbq. but, its good enuf that i can go out that day. thanks ppl who made my day that day. i really enjoyed myself throughly that day, never felt that happy for a long time.
sat band prac...haha. i made tons of mistakes during combines. video-taking session is ssoo funny. amirah-'i dont want to be in the video!!' shes already being filmed. haha. and it goes on until edwin had to-'eh, come here! sectionals!' amirah to benjamin-'i want to see the video!!' hahaa.. i was close to tears laughing. cant wait to see the whole video during tune in.
oh.oh! band camp is coming!!!! wwweeeee!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm ssoo egg-cited!!!but that means concert is coming :)and the j2s are leaving us. :( :( and terms is well smacking into my face.:( :( :( aarrgghhh!!!
i wish time can stand still just for a moment.
just for a moment.
i find that i am a weirdo. i go crazy just listening to guitar solos. i am facinated by blue skies with white clouds. and yeah, i think if i want a boyfriend, he must be a musician. able to play the guitar would be a bonus. then he can play his guitar for me and we could go concerts together. oh my god. what am i thinking? boyfriends? tsk. i should be thinking abt terms and scheherazade now.
my brain needs some repair work i think.
Thursday, June 07, 2007
gosh. making my way from home to sch to KK hospital and back all over again this whole week is making me so tired. i havent have much progress with my studying. *pulls hair on her head and screams* I NEED TO STUDY!!!!! gah. cik sham is in hospital but i have yet to take care of her. basically because i have to go to sch almost everyday. ggrr. intended to take care of her on thurs morn but theres band prac. oh man. does that mean i have to miss sectionals again? gggrr. two more weeks to concert. *sobs*sobs i am so haunted by tues band prac that i just hope the earth can open up and swallow me. i feel so much guilt now. towards cik sham because i cant take care of her. gosh i will never forget what she had done for my fam. towards the band for screwing up tues band prac and cant attend prac on time.
oh well the only thing that made my day on tues was the section lunch and the pirates movie. :) :)gosh pirates was ssoo funny!!! hahaha
my tongue feels tired. but oh well, arban book and the mouthpiece will be my friend for now.:)why during sectionals i can play alone but during combines i cant play?? why cant i triple tongue fast enough? ggrr. why cant i still switch from double tongue-ing to triple tongue-ing in like just a split sec? why cant my brain switch from simple to compund time fast enough? why oh why. tell me why. this is making me mad. like seriously. concert is in two weeks time and i guess that will be the last concert for the j2s. i will miss them so freaking badly. i need tissues on 20th june. oh man.. this is ssoo sad. nvm, i will take loads and loads of pics!!
i just realise something. 14 june-16june band camp, 17june-19 june THE TRIP and 20th june-muse concert. wow. i am super dead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cant wait for fri. but i still havent tell mum abt. i cant bring myself to bring it up. since cik sham is gonna be discharged that day i will have to be there what. duh. aiyo. headache la. mum will surely nag and nag and nag. argh.
my.. two stupid things i did today- i drank coffee at 9.30pm just know and i cant sleep now and there is band prac tmr. i will be super tired. second stupid thing; i took a cab at 7.57pm today to KK hosp! how stupid is that. and i yeah, i have to pay the $2 peak hour surcharge. gggrrr.
argh. hols are supposed to make u happy. apparently i am feeling only half happy.
ergh argh ggrr. i will try to continue to study now.
chiao
oh well the only thing that made my day on tues was the section lunch and the pirates movie. :) :)gosh pirates was ssoo funny!!! hahaha
my tongue feels tired. but oh well, arban book and the mouthpiece will be my friend for now.:)why during sectionals i can play alone but during combines i cant play?? why cant i triple tongue fast enough? ggrr. why cant i still switch from double tongue-ing to triple tongue-ing in like just a split sec? why cant my brain switch from simple to compund time fast enough? why oh why. tell me why. this is making me mad. like seriously. concert is in two weeks time and i guess that will be the last concert for the j2s. i will miss them so freaking badly. i need tissues on 20th june. oh man.. this is ssoo sad. nvm, i will take loads and loads of pics!!
i just realise something. 14 june-16june band camp, 17june-19 june THE TRIP and 20th june-muse concert. wow. i am super dead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cant wait for fri. but i still havent tell mum abt. i cant bring myself to bring it up. since cik sham is gonna be discharged that day i will have to be there what. duh. aiyo. headache la. mum will surely nag and nag and nag. argh.
my.. two stupid things i did today- i drank coffee at 9.30pm just know and i cant sleep now and there is band prac tmr. i will be super tired. second stupid thing; i took a cab at 7.57pm today to KK hosp! how stupid is that. and i yeah, i have to pay the $2 peak hour surcharge. gggrrr.
argh. hols are supposed to make u happy. apparently i am feeling only half happy.
ergh argh ggrr. i will try to continue to study now.
chiao
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Saturday, June 02, 2007
whats happening? why is the band becoming like this?politics and all? i dont wannt know. i just want to know that everything will be ok soon. real soon. gosh. i just come into acband to PLAY MUSIC. thats all.
scheherazade is making me dizzy. the cadenza, semi quavers, demi semiquavers, double and triple tonging and all. but i still love it. i should focus more during band prac. hesh. and more individuals!!!
gah. there like so little time to study, prac and my social life. alamak. how seh.
tsk. must start like now!!
but i know, i will fall asleep like right aft switching off the com. muahahaa.
ok, i promise myself i will study tomorrow. ok, procastinator. muahaha.
eh, ppl.. stop the match making services ah. thanks but i really dont need it.. hahahaa..
scheherazade is making me dizzy. the cadenza, semi quavers, demi semiquavers, double and triple tonging and all. but i still love it. i should focus more during band prac. hesh. and more individuals!!!
gah. there like so little time to study, prac and my social life. alamak. how seh.
tsk. must start like now!!
but i know, i will fall asleep like right aft switching off the com. muahahaa.
ok, i promise myself i will study tomorrow. ok, procastinator. muahaha.
eh, ppl.. stop the match making services ah. thanks but i really dont need it.. hahahaa..
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