mug or you die

yeah, this guy here, broke alot of people's heart. but we still love him no matter what.

oh gosh. critical. critical. critical period.

hhmm. i should not get carried away with the issue regarding jay. ahas, shows how dedicated i am to 2oneday. bleahs. i just sayang them too much lahs.

plus. its the tests+projects dateline period.

ahhhhhh~~~ i think i really am going crazy this time round.

i'm getting the random cold shivers and stomach butterfly effects again and again today. feels like my head is gonna explode anytime soon too.

fine. no more youtube-ing, family-outing-ing or 2oneday-ing, blogging or anything that can distract me for the time being. or else you'll go crazy beyond repair!

MUG OR YOU DIE!

GOODBYEEEE!~~~

chiao.

happy+angry

credits to hearfelt@2od *puffed cheeks O.O

i can seriously strangle someone now. raghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i really should work harder for my tests. AND projects especially.
But body tells heart, 'you are going to fall sick soon, so better sleep early!' but heart says, 'I cant! i have financial planing test and reports to write!' Body says, 'SCREW IT!' Heart replied, ' I'm sorry body, i just cant...' and so body+heart stayed up late to study and write reports. sigh. So now, body has a banging headache and a swollen heart from keeping in anger.

on a happier note, alhamdullilah for commercial law test. i almost did sujud syukur. god knows how i felt.

:)

God, grant me more patience to deal with this. T__________________T

chiao.

its a mess.

credits to hearfelt@2od its a wonder why i always have to clean up after people's mess.

yeah, jun, it sure does, i know...

but guess i'm used to it.

chiao.

ok i still suck at econs drq.

get ready for chiminology. mind boggling jargons. and complicated graphs.

ok fine, its not that bad. but i realllllyyyyyyyyyy gotta do well. sighs. econseconseconseconsecons. somehow i remember mr mash's face. hahahaha.
projects? i'm on panic mode. its back to those staring-at-the-laptop-cluelessly nights for hours. it isnt progressing. my group sucks at communicating. its like theres this big wall we're talking thorough each other. i wonder why. maybe its just me thats too thick-skinned to care about being shy.

how come i cant post gif pictures here. T.T maybe i should change to lj or wordpress or tumblr. hhmmm.

anyways, i miss alot of people. my acband mates. my juniors, seniors. its been dinosaur years that we met. i saw some pictures of us back then. hhmm. something that i will never forget. those tears, sweat and what not we went through. hah. alumni anyone? should i go?? hhmmm...

chiao.

bored+no mood

wooyoung^^

bored.bored.bored. although i have reports to write, research papers and review papers to scruntinise plus plus more research to do. oh, and macro test next monday. just NO MOOD. period.

and singapore is totally like ghost town now. no shops are opened. well, maybe for macs and KFC.. TT i thought of shopping but thats out of the question right.

so whats the most embarassing thing that possibly can happen to you first thing in the morning? ahahahah.

how about... when you just woke up.. still half asleep, with pyjamas, dishrivelled hair, maybe or maybe not eye snot in your half opened eyes.. you went out of the house to take your towel and there you go.. the hot guy next door is looking at you while tying his shoelaces. OMGGGGGGGGGG~~~

sigh. i'll live with that.

sunday.. hhmm, 3 movies straight. entertaining. but i think my butt just got much much flatter. plus plus, the 1 hr train ride home, loads of shadows and tom yum smell lingering throughout the journey home. haha. ah~ an experince worth not to remember. heh.

oh, my fat+short finger is such a ^%$&^*&^%$!!! when playing the guitar. gggrrr.

PS: i miss my WMTs.

chiao.

home not so homely

there are reasons why i hate be to be home.

just dont ask me why.

because i really hate being here right now.

interview for syog was really... an eye-opener. how competitive the world out there really is. how sheltered we really are.

all the more i wanna go out there.

i really want this internship. but but but. MOL.LA.

chiao.

sigh

have you felt like you're not doing enough? like there's a lack somewhere...?

this week at a glance...

tuesday: proj research for MCS and macro- which isnt going anywhere.. loads and loads of review paper, consultation papers and newspaper reports to read.
and i havent even attempt to draft out my report for MCS grp work.
MCS pair work also not moving. there seems to be always something that i need to edit and change. like theres always something not right. and its always not good enough. sigh.

tutiton- ahh.. havent buy that minah's science assessment book.

wednesday: dieee~~~ proj meeting!

thursday: breakfast date with divi! :) pairwork proj meeting. hopefully we dont digress. sheesh. theres more to life than kpop.

friday: JB? i dont know.. so many things to do but i still bother going to JB? well.. if i dont, mummy will be upset that i didnt accompany her.

sigh.
saturday: madrasah. OH NO. i havent do my homework. meet up with sehaaa :)

sunday: madrasah again. how many of these classes do i have? ehehhh~~ :D only 2.

conclusion: i better manage my time properly. stop youtubing. and work harder la makcik! TT.TT

maybe.maybe.maybe.

credits to heartfelt@2OD
have you ever stood in the middle of a crowd and still feel lonely?
why do some people keep poping up in your life when you thought that they were gone for good?


maybe.maybe. maybe.
its a sign.


anyways. the big migraine is here. ok, dont complain. and my thighs are screaming~~~~ help!!!


i'm hungry. KFC sounds good right now.



back to squeeeeezing more brain juices.
chiao.

i forgot!

get get getting jiggy jiggyyyyy~~~
bing bing bing bang bang! woo!

ENOUGH.

oh i forgot that i have this businesss proposal that i have to draft up. great,with much sarcasm. its a real business deal by the way.
projects with all due respect is piling up. way to go!
tutorials? yay!
revising? pure awesomeness.
oh, aiesec registration. i forgot about that too. -_-

and many other countless etc stuffs.
maybe chicken essence will be good for my aging brain.

chiao.

anything luh

wow. schools in. busy. busy. busy. but projects are not in yet. i wonder who my group members will be. hopefully they arent some bitch or something alike.

anyways, saw a heroic act yesterday. a worm being saved. man.. that dude is totally saves the day. wed.. went to jb at 10pm. hoho.. reached home at 3am. awesome huh. tues, watched chipmunk with taec. heheeeee and embarassed ourselves. aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~ T.T 2 times in a row! oh gosh. seriously.

*looks at the time. OMG. I AM SO LATE FOR SCHOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL..............


chiao.

back

its been ages yeah.

oh well. exams are well over and i'm well enjoying my holidays. Results are out too. what can i say? not up to expectations definitely. ESPECIALLY ACCOUNTING. ergh. *rolls eyes. $1k down the drain. sigh. next sem will be more challenging. considering theres modules like law and macroecons. T.T plus! projects. i wonder who will be my group mates. this sem group mates are awesome. ^^

hiq's back. :))) ft island is coming BUT yeah, i cant go. &TUTFUYTE$%^&*456890$^%&*(!!!!

zhong's birthday party was good. his family was really warm. :D glad that the 3 of us can get along till now.

thats abt it i guess.

heres t the end of my holiday. work tomorrow. SIGH~~~

chiao.

a battle within

sometimes i feel like just crying it all out and let it all go.
sometimes i feel that i should hold back the tears, be brave and fight.

seems like i'm the only one fighting this battle.

ah, i dont know.

but i've vowed to never shed a tear again.

so sick and tired. emotionally, physically.

seems like if i dont do well enough for this exam, i may not be able to continue with studies eh. and the only thing i want now is a place called home. thats all.

chiao.

mug time! wwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

officially on hiatus.
do not disturb.

MUG OR YOU DIE!

uuhhh i wanna play with jay. sighs.
damn! after exams man!! you just wait!
haha.
alright, time to mugggg~~~~
chiao.

<3 them.
and khun's definitely more then just an eye candy.

chiao.

the flower

to become beautiful, you must endure pain.
to become perfect, you must hold in sadness.
where is the flower which blooms without getting soaked by the pouring rain?

i hate it when someone's words made an impact on me, esp when that person is someone who doesnt know how significant he is. oh well. ok, lets move on in life.

major projects are finally over. only left with the role play project which i have to act. oh my. and exams, which i am supposed to study. haha. whatever. absolutely no mood.

love, sincerity. give me a chance to learn about it.

really.

really, how could you think of me like that? say things of me like that.

ouch. i feel a great stabbing pain there.

congrats, for making me feel like the worst person ever to walked on earth.
no kidding. you really made me feel that way today.

chiao.

paboimnida

seriously... why cant i just do something well? like be good in something?

pabo.

chiao.

eyeballs

so.. can eyeballs really roll out? i have the feeling that its going to happen to me soon.
welcome, dark circles and panda eyes. yay.

i'm getting really worked up with all these tests and project deadlines approaching.

3 days to raya and i still havent got my baju kurung this year.

anyway, eid mubarak peopleeeeeeeeeeee!
wwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
chiao. :))))

PARK JAEBOM

oh man, jay... 2pm wouldnt be hottest anymore without jay! right. i am so effing sad now. cant believe i am affected until like this. i bet the rest of the boys are under so much stress now. sigh. rumours say that junho's the next leader. sigh. and the boys were seen crying at the airport when jay left. and wooyoung fainted, in hospital now.





damn who can sing, rap and break like jay!? TELL MEEEE! ah. watching wild bunny, hot blood, idol army again. ahw, i want jaebom leadja back!

i'm missing hiq already. i hate airports. really i do.

chiao.

kekeke. <3
2pm! wwwwwwweeeeeeeeee

giant dreams, midget abilities.

sigh

right, time to study.

chiao.