moving on.

oh gosh, moving on is sso great and ssoo not great. great thing is, i get to meet new great ppl that i will nvr forget in my life! my og mates, classmates- 1aa5! my band mates everybody in ac.. how i love these ppl. i just dont know if i can still be wif them aft JAE. the future seems so uncertain for me. i dont know if i can get into ac. everyday, i think abt this. haiz. haiz.HAIZ. this issue is bothering me everyday. i think abt this everyday. HAIZ. the not soo great thing abt moving on is, i'll freaking miss DAMAI SECONDARY SECHOOL!!!!!!! gosh, all my peeps, my classmates, my band mates. i miss morning assembly where mr raj will go, sch, pls stand. but nobody will get there butts off the parade square. i miss those times when i can still eat my breakfast at 7 am haha, then rush to take bas no 65 wif faris..ehem. then run to the gate wif mr yu saying, run! run! hahaha.. then walk slowly to class. making the first period teachers pissed off for coming in late. muahahaha. i miss in btw lessons where we will make trips to toilet and sit on the wooden bench. i miss the guys running ard the class and giving me sweets! hahaha. i miss mt lessons when me and bai will make it our napping time. hahaha. i miss bai's crapping and the class laughter at our jokes. i miss speaking malay like a malay student. talking in our lingo. i miss recess. i miss the food at the canteen. i miss bookshop time. i miss pe time. the guys running arnd hahaha. the gerls screamig playing floorball. i miss dnt class. the horrible june hols we had. well, not hols considering we had to come to sch everyday frm 8 to 4 to do our proj. i still remember half the class had given up b'cos it was soo difficult. the gerls were crying and the guys staring into the air, each not knowing what to do wif their proj at that time. but we stick thru. and we produced works that not many students can produce, only dnt students of damai sec can produce. muahahahaha. i miss the teachers. so crappy, sometimes they so emo, sometimes they so serious. haha, remembering this made me laugh at their antics. i miss higher malay lessons at temasek sec. those trips we had make frm damai to temasek every week. eating lunch in the bas. haha. bai laughing so loudly in the bas. muahahaha. khai, eating my homemade lunch.. damn delicious la. me, emo-ing out of the bas windows. haha, i miss my hml class peeps. hml lessons was ssoo fun. i could be me. and not be anybody else. i miss cikgu sahriana. the best teacher anybody could have. i miss tuition times. wif andy's nagging and aaron marcus farah marc and qi han and lester's crapping ard. makes tuition ssoo much lively. i miss these ppl badly.

gosh. this is what i call fated. when i first come into damai, i hate it to the core. it was not my sch of choice. it was my last choice. actually before i was posted there, i had dreamt i was standing at the atrium. but of course i didnt know that that place was actually damai. when i get into damai then i realise, i am fated to be here. and i accepted it since it was god's will. his plan for me. thank u god. for planing this for me.

i got to get back to reality and move on. MOVE ON AND STOP BEING NOSTALGIC GERL!! ok, ok. i'm freaking stressed out wif band. i know i'm not performing up to the expectations. what with SYF coming and the concert. studies? i'm slacking like hell. i'm not studying at all la. i plan to catch up during this chinese new year. i'm in a state of confusion abt my subj combi. i seriously DONT WANT to drop art. thats like the only subj thats when i'm doing i'm happy. i'll forget all my troubles. i know i'm good at it and it makes me feel good. i need that kind of feeling esp when u have single digit scorers in ur sch ok.. but mum wants me to take malay lit. i'm fine but its just that, if i want to take malay lit, i have to drop art. opportunity cost. hahaha econs. i dont want to drop art!! nobody knows how deep is my passion for art. darah seni da memang mengalir di dalam tubuh, nak buat mcm mane.. hahahaha. wats more, juggling wif all kinds of feelingS when i come for band, its really difficult seh. HAIZ. -that is, if u know what i mean..

i'll be meeting hiq, khai, az and sha in a few days time. i'm so excited abt it la!!!! i'll be meeting farah soon too! gosh, i'm so excited!! hiq and khai will be crashing into ac nxt mon..hehehehe...
anyways, just know all my cuzins come here for like a gathering. haha, being together wif family is the best thing on earth!!

i think i wrote too much. i'll stop here.
tata.

my class photo, with an extra guy in front, blocking gen's face..ish.. and gladys look sooo spastic.. hahaha.

oh yeah.. the girls in math class, with justin trying to act cool.. haha, but endded up being not so cool.. haha. saw hao's new red and white shoes? hehez, show off.. muahaha..

aa5 together during math class.. smile more justin.. hahaha..

i seriously think we should have a proper class outing before like anyone of us had to be separated. if that happens, i'll be ssoo sad..:( anyway, richie have yet to send me more photos!!! gimme the photos fast u richie chan and dont make me say those crap again!! or else... hahaha...

i dunno why i'm feeling so emo now.

i guess it must be because of the aftermath of whirl of emotions yesterday.

i feel so suckky la.

i tired so hard today during sectionals.

but still suck.

i need to practice more.

more

more and

more!!!

olevel results?

ok la. but still not up to my expectations.

and yeah. i do feel kinda stupid amongst the single digit scorers.[nothing against these ppl]

but i still thank god for giving me this results.

for all the blessings i got frm Him.

for all the things that had happened.

for i know that there is a reason for it to happen.

i shall be a good girl now and stop coplaining, whining

and like what dr lee said just now, 'get over it pls!'

yeah i will. :)

haha, i'm listening to ross roy now and i feel so nostalgic.

those times with damaiwindz in the olden days. [sobs**]

so nice..aaahhh..

so much has been happening.

i just feel kinda overwhelmed by everything

i need to calm down.

u know u want it but u know u wont get it, so JUST GET OVER IT!!

[if u dont know what i mean for this sentence..then haha to u! interpret it urself!]

I AM TRYING!!!

dont cry b'cos it is over, smile b'cos it happened.

yeah, i'm like smiling now.

hahahahaha

i'm so tired frm band prac and i have tons of hw to do!! i cant open my eyes! i have like 3 hist essaya to do, 1 GP essay, i ML essay, my art and lots more research and readings to do. what am i going to do now? i shall sleep.
and wake up at like 2.30am when i feel better then i can do my work. :)
i shall sleep now then.
tata.

ur support is greatly needed so quickly buy the tics frm me! can gurantee a whole night of wonderful music!! :) anyway its my first ever concert, so yeah, i'm freaking out right now

O LEVEL RESULTS COMING OUT SOON!!!

I'M SERIOUSLY FREAKING OUT.

I THINK I'M GONNA SCREW UP ALOT OF SUBJECTS.

LIKE EL, MATHS, HML(DIE LA!), DnT, HIST, SS, BIO AND PHYCHEM.

I'M SO FREAKING DEAD.

I'LL GO AND START DOING MY HW.

LIKE NOW.

I HOPE I DONT CHAT ON MSN.

BYE LA.

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