Sunday, April 30, 2006

not in the best of moods

not in the best of moods today. went to johor and i really dont know wat to say about these malaysians. i mean when they see me, they'll be like oh...u'r singaporean right? like i have a poster pasted on my back saying that i'm singaporean. its not that i'm not proud to be a singaporean, but they will have this look on me and start babbling in english like i dont understand a single word of malay!! eerrgghh.. they think the malays in singapore are so stupid in malay language! and the guys are so tappered!! eerrgghh!!! the girls like dont know how to wear their scrafs and the toilets are the worst. do not speak of that disgusting, feaces infested place!! eerrgghh!!

the exams are coming and i'm not studying... i wonder how i will survive this exam.. i want to study oso cant, getting sick during this period!!! aaarrggh!!! this nose wont stop sneezing and my throat feels like burning! darn.. i keep eating and eating especially chocolates. and i dont understand why some ppl are so full of themselves and keep critizing ppl! like they are so good like that! oi! go and buy a big mirror and look urself in the mirror lah before u say other ppl! and its my freaking business lah i want to write wat in my blog or anywhere i want! does it concern u? no right? then shut the freaking up lah!! stupid!! this is my blog wat, my business lah i want to post wat wheather it boring, lame, or irritating, IT IS MY FREAKING BUSINESS!!!

just shut up. i miss band terribly. just, just shut up. i need to study social studies now.

Saturday, April 15, 2006

yo!!! i've changed the skin at last!!! yay!! and i've tagged bathi and kelvin.. waliao.. u ppl very the lame one hor, wat u wrote in ur blogs.. nevertheless.. entertained me hehehe..ok.. i tink better start mugging.. got higher malay exams on mon !!!!! aarrgghhh!!!! help me.. i' barely hanging on...oh... ahahaaha...
guys... flood my taggie board.. entertain me pls..
ta.. chocolates.. i need it.. chiao..

Thursday, April 13, 2006

gosh..

i'm totally in a confusion...total confusion. so many emotions going through me right now. saddness, happy, angry, gulit.. haiz.. dunno lah.. but mostly sadness..

it happened on tues... the last band prac for the sec fours... Uwah!!! i wanna cry!!! it was the saddest band prac. we could not start our prac as usual cos of the oral in the hall. so we do breathing execises and listen to band songs trying to decide wat song to play for syf. then we do drills. hahaha.. sec fours no need to march. we train them. but seriously, their marching neeed ALOT of improvements. then when going back to music room, all the sec fours from behind the science block we march all the way to the area near parade square... ahahaha... then we all play all the old songs in the band store while the rest prac in the music room. but alot of the sec fours didnt attend this prac. waliao.. wat seh.. should spend the last days together lah.. then when assmbling time.. my sect juniors cried.. many ppl cried... :) i was ssoo touched.. but i only cried little bit only... but i tell myself dont cry..must not cry.. then we played a little trick on the juniors... hahaha.. made them do 70 push ups together... ahhaha.. then band dismissed and we took photos.. oh.. it was ssoo sad... aft all these yrs together.. now we will be seperated... uwah!!! i will miss u guys!!! but still got balloon hat festival to perform.. the last performance in june. must take lots of pics!
then aft that went to tuition without going home.. wah.. i ssoo tired... i didnt even studied for bio prac exam for the next day... haiz..
then aisyah called me and tell me those two things ah bout trumpet sect.. i was ssooo freaking shocked... super shocked!! i didnt know wat to say. but i know aisyah felt really sad. i understand how she feels. but u have to carry on wif your life right?
i realise that i'm losing many things. i'll lose my hse; my parents wanna sell it. but i dun want and they should know why. i will not see some of my frens aft o's cos they migrating.. so sad.. then i'll be leaving the band.. gosh.. i must be strong..
##*%&$($)*(@ ^& then school is so depressing.. o's coming. so much to do so little time. exams coming... haiz.. i must be strong!!

Sunday, April 02, 2006

dots

oh my.. so much been happening.. so, so much. dunno where to start man..
ok.. studies first...my dnt at last i have got an idea. but its very hard to make the artefact b'cos of the technology. so, i'm still struggling wif it man.. damn.. my hml exams is coming and cikgu says it will be very hard. oh gosh.. i need to start studying for midyr man.. tests coming in almost everyday. so sick of it, but wat can i do.. must work harder for o levels sake.

this week the whole week had been only band.. band.. band.. mon, tues, thurs and fri all band prac.. haiz, preparing for speech day, then have to wear ethnic costume..haha, i wear ghangara. indian dress, my traditional clothes.. ahaha. first time seh.. then alif say i'm kajol sesat..?? the speech day was funnny b'cos it falls on 1 april and the leaders played a prank on us. a lame one that is.. ahahaha.. the committee for next year had been finalised.. i'll be waiting for the promotion day.. i tink the day will be a happy day.. hehehe. cant wait to step down aft all these yrs in band.. at last i'll be an ex-senior. i just hope i wont cry.. i'll be so sad to leave them. so many memories together, sad and happy ones..haiz..

hahaha.. ok, i tink rite, there will be another couple in our band.. ahahaha... so funny. wont say anything..ahahaha...but it was super shock and glee for me.. i was laughing all the way man.. (at them)

oh gosh..everynight i'm sleeping late..dark eye circles are forming under my eyes. AARRGGHH!!! ahahaha.. ok lah.. got to do my dnt..
ta.