I'm high...

I'M GOING CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously....I realised that 'it' lives i the same block as me!!! Can u belive it??? OOhhh MMyyy GGGooddd!!!! I can't believe it! Seriously... no wonder he's sssooo fucking familiar!!! ooppsss soree...for that crude remark... Then in school keep seeing him...During recess...Aft school...and he looked at me!!!! hehehehe....Then aft band too....and he looked at me again!!! Uuggghhh!!!! I'm being gross now....stop it shaheera ...u're a disgusting, pathetic fatty big butt old auntie....You don't deserve such pleasures in life.... :( Then went to tuition and i asked farah if she knows any damai guy frm our block and she said him...So farah asked what's up with him...but i didn't tell her untill we were about to go home. That day i became crazy me again. Donno why...hahahahaha....there i go again....hhehehehe...Farah laughed like shit when i told her the truth...aaarrghhh!!!! Then went tm....Was about to go home....then...suddenly...I SAW H#*%^#%^#%^#*%^!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I and Farah screamed and sceamed in the mall when we saw him....hahahahahaha.........My hands practically went all shivery, cold and clamy......Farah insisted we followed him but i was reluctant but folloed anyway ';cos i still want to see him.We followed untill he went in to eat in mac's. But we didn't follow 'cos 9.35 pm oredi... Need to go home. So sadly...two long lost kindered souls went apart their own ways...haiz...That night me and farah couldn't sleep. I lay in my bed....awake for a long time... OK!!!BACK TO REALITY!!!!

This week has been ssooo high for me...Like as if I had taken drugs....Never will i take drugs...They disgust me to the core...Any way...My emaths test, chem, bio was a big total mess...Donno wats got into me. I vowed to go to mjc. My hml 'o's are round the corner...I guess the band pracs were pulling my energy level down. And on Wed, 13 april, we went to Singapore Conference hall For our SYF......It was a lifetime experience.....I, the freak king didn't freak out on the stage!!!! I've succeded!!!Ok, that's the best part...but i did some big, gigantic, enormous mistake....I don't wanna say...its a mess...Then...when the moment of truth was about to come...I really felt a feeling that i had never expected to be present...I felt that the band was really united....we hold hands together and i mean the whole band....as we waited for the moment of truth...Sincerely I thought that we would get bronze or COP. But we managed to attain a silver... Nah...my target were gold..But it didn't happen...nvrm..i'm still happy with the results...I screamed and screamed when we heard the results...Good gracious...the feeling was heart throbbing...In the bus we took pictures....Reached school and still taking pictures....hahaha...I posed like a mad girl...Donno wat's got into me...hehehehe... Then fri...photo taking...I'll show u our band u and my section...

Buzzzing offf....
bbuuzzzz eera..