i am me. therefore i am.

three consecutive days of banding make me physically drained. sore throat, running nose, coughing non-stop and breathlessness. aahh. stop it i need to practise LOTR tmr. i need to study and do my hw too.

reflecting on my days in damai band with mr wong. i guess now i know why all those things happen. like why we cant be as united as some of us wanted to be. why there is politics going round. why we cant improve in our playing. why we attain only silver and silver in competitions. no matter how hard some of us wanted to make things better. well, partly the conductor's fault. no doubt about that. oh well, its the past. i really thought that i was the only one who hated him like sso much especially during the syf period. his biasness was ssoo suffocating. then i confided in solomon, and yeah, he felt it too. now, aisyah also is feeling it too. well, unless damai band take a new conductor then maybe things will improve. maybe? i dont know.

i'll miss the js boys for awhile. haha.

on sunday, went to 2 weddings. and i ate 2 plates of nasi briyani. oh my god i felt like a glutton. but one of the weddings actually didnt make it, as in the bride actually cancelled it b'cos at the last minute, she admitted that she didnt like the groom. like what the hell seh, u dont like say earlier uh. as the invitation had been given out the so-called wedding reception had to be carried out. sad seh for the parents. tsk.. then aft the weddings, went to nenek hse for shamil and cik sham's birthday. oohh, we had chocolate buffet!!! with marshmellows, bananas, grapes, strawberries and kiwis. oh yes we had biscuit sticks too! like yanyan! hahaha. so fun. then there's also nanchos and tortillas! oohh. thats excluding all the cakes i ate. durian mousse cake and blueberry cheesecake! oohhh lalala. i think i gained like 5 kg straight. i feel so fat uh.

tmr banding again. this time with my acjc band. :)yay!!!! LOTR III. oh no!
chiao.