so how?

ok, my bad.. i've learnt my lesson. when you are sick, stay at home and rest. i thought i could still go on for band prac on sat when i am already feverish on fri. and so.. on sat, i cant even play my tuning note without feeling breatheless. i was shoo-ed from practicing and had to sit at LT 4 and watch them play paganini. although i was half asleep all the way, i could hear them play. and i was awed! it sounded damn nice! i'll say better than the recording that i had. seriously. even dr lee said they played beautifully that day. wahhh.. if we continue on playing like that and improving, the gold in switz will be ours man! haha.

i cant wait to get well soon and start studying properly again. gahhh. each time i take my medicines, i'll fall asleep 'cos its the kind of medicine which makes you sleep.but if i dont take, i'll have to suffer this sickness. so how? both situation disallow me from studying and concentrating properly. so how?how, how, how???? should i go to school? if i dont, i'll miss alot of lessons. but if i go, i may get worse. so how?