breathe

its at these times when i really feel like breaking down and just stop.

mcs is literally breaking up. so much things happening and things that are needed to be done. i'm at a cross road. my next surgery date is set. and i have to make a decision. i'm confused. my studies are in the drain. and everyday i sleep at 2-3 am. stinking tired. ac band tune in is like what, next week and i dont even know. great.

i need to breathe.

but, at the same time, i am happy that i can smile now. AKU DA TAK RONGGAK! wwwwwwwweeeeeee.


chiao.