a story i cant tell

a story i cant tell. sigh.
what a horrible day.

chiao.

pek potttttttttt

pek pot pek pot pek pot pek pottttttttttt. and it goes on. excuse me, do i need to remind you that i'm 18 years old this year?????? freak. gggrrrrr.


gimme my freedom. FREEDOM. i am going to move out of here asap. when i have the financial ability to support myself. thats means getting a good job with a good salary. which in conclusion means i need to study now.

at such an unearthly hour now, just when i have the motivation to study, mum is forcing me to sleep.

just leave me aloneeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. can?

pride and prejudice was really really good. but i lost my ac sweater in the cab. :(((((((((

i'm so angry now, i need ben and jerry's strawberry cheesecake.

bad, worse, worst

i got scolded by dr lee today.

now i feel sad. :(

well, its my fault though, i didnt play the way he want me to. :(((

and i said something i shouldnt have to a friend.

now i feel worse.

i always talk before i think and end up hurting people's feelings.

now i feel worst.

oh wells

i should say sorry to that friend of mine.

chiao.

i missed all the fun at dr lee's house yesterday. so sad. i cant possibly go out with my swollen mouth and still-bleeding-gums right. the surgery was scary la. and i am feeling terribly bored. :( i thought of inviting friends over to my house but i look ugly now. with all the blood coming out of my mouth. ok, i shant say anymore. its gruesome. i think about 6 stitches altogether, front and back of the gums. yiycks!

haha, yes,yes, i finished watching goong s. at last. and se7en is sssooooo cute. sexxy lipssss. haha.

next on my list: i better start studying!

but i'm bored la.......................
chiao

hur hur... i'm sick again.oh gosh, this is terrible. i keep getting sick. looks like i cant attend band on sat. aarrrgghh!!!! i wanna go! but i know mum will scream at me if i mention it. everytime i take my medicine, i'll fall asleep. if i dont dont my medicine, the my body temp will shot up. i have tons of work to do but i cant do. oh gosh, this headache is killing me.