Exams...exams..

Exams are nearing and i still haven't start my revision...man....I must get 75% of my subjects A1...AArrrgghhh!!!!!!I really have to concentrate on my studies.... But kind of hard actually...hehehe...Well, on last fri..went to airportand study physics wif hiq and khai...hahhahaah...real havoc...I just truly wish the other 2 were wf us..like old times...
Ahhh...watever...

Buzzing off...Today got maulid rasul...

Buzz....

This was taken last year...in the music room..hehehe...posing like wat ah..basses sect...hahahaha..

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My basses section...Crazy...hahahaa.....frm right...Solomon,front, Nadirah, back Shi Ying, See Soon and on your furtherest left is me!!! hehehe...Ok...the back are my juniors...Frm left, Gavin, Syazarwan and Muzaki. hehehe...I posed not minding my skirt...ooppsss! Luckily...you see all black...hehehehe..:)

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I'm high...

I'M GOING CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously....I realised that 'it' lives i the same block as me!!! Can u belive it??? OOhhh MMyyy GGGooddd!!!! I can't believe it! Seriously... no wonder he's sssooo fucking familiar!!! ooppsss soree...for that crude remark... Then in school keep seeing him...During recess...Aft school...and he looked at me!!!! hehehehe....Then aft band too....and he looked at me again!!! Uuggghhh!!!! I'm being gross now....stop it shaheera ...u're a disgusting, pathetic fatty big butt old auntie....You don't deserve such pleasures in life.... :( Then went to tuition and i asked farah if she knows any damai guy frm our block and she said him...So farah asked what's up with him...but i didn't tell her untill we were about to go home. That day i became crazy me again. Donno why...hahahahaha....there i go again....hhehehehe...Farah laughed like shit when i told her the truth...aaarrghhh!!!! Then went tm....Was about to go home....then...suddenly...I SAW H#*%^#%^#%^#*%^!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I and Farah screamed and sceamed in the mall when we saw him....hahahahahaha.........My hands practically went all shivery, cold and clamy......Farah insisted we followed him but i was reluctant but folloed anyway ';cos i still want to see him.We followed untill he went in to eat in mac's. But we didn't follow 'cos 9.35 pm oredi... Need to go home. So sadly...two long lost kindered souls went apart their own ways...haiz...That night me and farah couldn't sleep. I lay in my bed....awake for a long time... OK!!!BACK TO REALITY!!!!

This week has been ssooo high for me...Like as if I had taken drugs....Never will i take drugs...They disgust me to the core...Any way...My emaths test, chem, bio was a big total mess...Donno wats got into me. I vowed to go to mjc. My hml 'o's are round the corner...I guess the band pracs were pulling my energy level down. And on Wed, 13 april, we went to Singapore Conference hall For our SYF......It was a lifetime experience.....I, the freak king didn't freak out on the stage!!!! I've succeded!!!Ok, that's the best part...but i did some big, gigantic, enormous mistake....I don't wanna say...its a mess...Then...when the moment of truth was about to come...I really felt a feeling that i had never expected to be present...I felt that the band was really united....we hold hands together and i mean the whole band....as we waited for the moment of truth...Sincerely I thought that we would get bronze or COP. But we managed to attain a silver... Nah...my target were gold..But it didn't happen...nvrm..i'm still happy with the results...I screamed and screamed when we heard the results...Good gracious...the feeling was heart throbbing...In the bus we took pictures....Reached school and still taking pictures....hahaha...I posed like a mad girl...Donno wat's got into me...hehehehe... Then fri...photo taking...I'll show u our band u and my section...

Buzzzing offf....
bbuuzzzz eera..

LoL

Lol....I'm back...again.. In school hours even...hahaha...with 4t1 i the midst... Lol... so noisy... but i'm in pieces...physics test in a moment... but i don even care to study... shit ... must study... but my head in a mess... later el oral..band...higher malay... how am i going to go to three places at the same time???? Divide myself in 3??? great... real great... physics test in jiffy... I'm coing!!!!!!!!!!

buzzing off... buzzzz...

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I'm high this week totally...saw 'it' a few times this week and i become crazy me again...but still can't forget h......Grrrr.....i hate myself...But i'm still happy....hahahaha.....Got lots of tests...new lamo teacher for bio....hiaz...how to pass...sure to fail...had speech day....hehehehe.....saw 'it' again....Then had band...This is the best part....Band had improved a lot...Sr and Eb was really nice when we played together. Then Mr Tan and Miss Lee went in to givesome motivation and support for us. But I still haven't even started my homework!!!!

SYF is 2 days more to go...and i need to focus!!! Buzzz offf....need to do my work..

Long time since i've drawn...but lurrvv abstract!!

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Back from camp!!!

Camp was sssosooooo great!!! I will never be able to forget my memories there!! The instructor, friends and what we did together as a group....I'll miss them....ooohhhh.... hahaha...I went in mud and got cuts and bruises..went for night walk and sang songs while walking...Went to the seaside and watch the night sky....sooo beautiful....Had delicious maels together, did our duties. The next day, did inisiatif and team-building games. Had to squeezeinto a small canvas together....hahaha...like tunas. Practised our cheers and item for that night then went for river challenge! Had to get into the pond filled with TADPOLES!!!! GROSSSS!!!!! Then we played the game....Then we did mass bathing...hhehehee...Then campfire night!!!! Best of all. Can't describe it....Then we had disco!!! No strings attched...I became the wildest me i've had ever done....danced and danced....with girls, boys...whoever... Then supper and sleeping time... Next morning....pack the tents and did duities...lucklyily no washing toilets!! Then the group had some private time with Jeremy...Take group photos, cheers and some bidding goodbyes...and we're off while singing the sarimbun song....

haiz...I'll cheerish this part of my life.....

Now...back to reality!!! The bahas yesterday was a flop!! Hhahaha....watever...it was an experienced for me though...

life's like that!
hahahahaha!!!!!