boom boom

hahaha... i'm sooo free now... well not really..hahaha..i still have my higher malay paper in 2 week time...gosh... that's fast man.. i need to do lots of practices.. darn..

i've just went to acjc. It was terrific. amazingly mum let me go wif hiqmah since its kind of far; its at buena vista. I saw the a level art pieces and it was GEORGEOUS!!! terrific man... gosh.. how did they produce such fine pieces??? then i saw the band working... hahaha.. they're so...gloriously musicaly talented...I dont know what made me signed up for the tune-in classes. Dead if they called me to come for the classes. hahas..

then on thurs, the 3e3 dnt pupils went to swensens to have our swensens treat!! Mr leong treated us to ice-cream aft the muslims had broke our fast. Then we talked and ate french fries!! fuh! it was ssoo great!! i ate sticky chewy chocolate!!! oh man....it feels like paradise....

then fri... i had band prac. One of the most bestest band pracs i've ever had!! we listened to the english folk song then went for sectionals. amazingly i can pitch the g note for the melody in no.3 and play the solo for no.2!! Amazing!!! i noe i can.. :)

but one thing still worries me. i still need to get mum's approval to take art elective for my o levels. and i think i'm inspired to go to acjc. hehehe... and work harder for my o levels. (my results for my eoy is terrible and i do not want to speak of it:( )

i seriously think bloggers should be more careful of what they are writing. its not only bout the racism in bloggies, its the way the write, wheather they would offend others or not. seriously they should reflect. but lets be open-minded bout this. if the complain that they say is indeed true, then readers should reflect instead.

but this is my opinion. ppl really should remember god more because this worldly things isnt everything. cool stuffs that u think is cool is not always cool. always remember the poor, sick and unabled. put urself in their shoes and feel their pain. then u'll understand me. then u'll appreciate this life, ppl around u and the things that u have. then u'll cherish ur life and make the best of every moment of ur life. u'll learn patience and be self concious of what ppl are feeling. u'll find the ultimate calmness in life.

huhh..i'm rattling like an old grandma...hahaha...just the ramadhan mood getting into me. i just dont understand why ppl are soo selfish. nah...this world is full of weidos...and freakos. hahas..whatever lah...i'm still living in a society that is very caring and simply the best. i glad of that. and i thank Him. syukran...

chiao
acjc :) band rowks

yadaa----

hahas..i told u..i'll be back...hahaha...nah..i wanna say this...I MISS BAND!!!
gosh..how i miss it..my euphonium...mummy's coming baby..so dont cry ok..
aarhh there u go shaheera..going crazy again...lols...hahaha..I cant wait for tues to come...i'll be blowing my hearts out..yadaa!!!hahaha..

mummy is ssoo ssoo freaking biased! She allow shamil to go to malacca!!! yarh..school organising it. But i cant go to genting!!! Wat's more its an international band competition and world band music exchange!!!!and i cant go darn... bullshit. gtg..got tuition..buhbye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

i love it man..

ho ho ho...i love this time of the year..exams over...the month of ramadan is here...i'm so happy and carefree...

but STOP!! my higher malay 'o's is on 31 oct!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! alah..why like that..darn..i still cant enjoy myself...i still have to continue mugging... I still have to worry bout my eoy results..if it doesnt improve...i'll be locking myself up during the dec hols...lols.. the higher malay comprehension and composition is getting tougher and tougher. add in the competition i have to face wif all the other malay language geeks who will be competing wif me...no offence man, but they are real clever in that language. stop fretting shaheera!

oh yarh..i just remembered..last wed when i was going home frm tuition...A VERY HORRIBLE THING HAPPENED!!! oh yarh..very...horrible. That stupid marc...darn him...in the bus..he picked a fight wif a guy frm dunman. damn, i was ssooo pissed off...it was the exams week, i was already on the edge of bursting and he made me so darn pissed off...I started scolding him like hell in the bus in front of the guy. He got pissed off and insulted me. Man, no one had ever insulted me. I cant take it anymore and tears started pouring down my cheeks. Embarassing but i cant hold it. I was so hurt wif wat he said to me, which i do not wanna say here..I alight frm the bus and just walk off to go home. hehehe..i know he felt damn guilty bout it. that night, he called me for like how many times..i cant count. he sent me msgs saying sorry and explaining....bla bla bla... but i didnt even look at my phone. he hurt me and i know even though he felt guilty which i sincerely appreciated...he will do it again. So the next tuition day, he sat beside and said sorry again. but i just kept quiet and didnt even look at him. But i had to accept his apologies rite...arh..yarh...we're still frens and he's still as lame as ever. wateva larh to him..

lols..actually i'm writing so long for this post was b'cos i'm bored. I have nothing to do...darn..i have nothing to say for now. but i will post another one again when i have something to say. harharhar...lols-chocolics will rule the world!! lols.

new me.

its the new me.

i've decided to change for the better.
only then i will succeed.
i'll take the challenges in my stride
i will not get pissed of (i hope so.. :] )
i will perservere and succeed (doesnt that sounds familiar?? :] )
i'll smile always...no matter what happens...
i just realise a little smile will make me a zillion times happier than now.
i'll just do what i think is right, without thinking what ppl will think of me.
i will study harder and harder and harder..(peeps watch out..heheheh.. *evil smile)
i will get what i want with my own hardwork.
gosh thats alot..
but nvm..
most of all..
i'll be me...
me
myself
i
only me. :)

shut up

man...i lost all my links...gosh...i donno how to get back...and my com went down..all lost my files..pics, codes, links, emails....blehs..lols

well thats the last thing on my worry list.

the top on my worry list is "i'm not studying."

but hey, at least i'm still happy :)

flying, flying...

ps...hey peeps...put in ur url in the taggie...i lost em..soz man..:)