freaky

long time since i've bogged. com broke down. freak. alot of things had happened. haha..the latest is that i've got new phone!! haha.. like it alot.

the hols are ending and i'm gonna start a new year as a sec 4. i feel weird. being the oldies in the school. then there will be the o levels to face real soon. oh... my heart is racing. the last few days... i've been jogging every morning with seri at the stadium. now my family calls me an exercise freak. oh, watever.. my schedule gets more hectic everyday after the genting trip. but alot had happened during the genting trip. haiz.. there's rumors that melissa tan likes jen kean since they were put in charge after the horrific camp. but i know mel doesnt. then the teachers got to know the couples in the band. and see soon got suspension from his post as a drum major. pity him. but its his fault aniway that he got into this trouble. jen kean take over. last week i went to ping yi sec...(hehe..sneak in!!) to help their guides for the anti-drugs dance competition. i really scolded the sec 1 for being ssooo...eeww..wat do i call it...eerrmm..girly? weak?? oh...watever.. they could not get their dance steps and dance as stiff as logs!! got them training like the band. scream at them in their faces untill they almost want to cry. haha.. bitches. i tink i should have heled my school instead. nah.. i know they will win. that's why they dont need my help! hahaha!! last band prac the ex-co ppl got scoldings from the alumni ppl for slacking in the preparation for the sec 1 orientation. alif said that we are not going to march. i feel ssoo sad. i knew were slacking. but wat can i do? take charge? that would be taking over. impossible. i simply do not know wat to do. i was picked on by mr wong for playing like shit in band. shi ying went over seas, syadzarwan could not come; parents dont allow, see soon sick. only left wif me, zahidah, solomon and muzakir. mr wong keep saying me this and that... oh, watever. i still have to teach amalina since she's in my sect already. oh yes.. i do feel down cast about the band. but i have to try again and live my life to the best. and i will not let mr wong's stupid critisms be the cause for my down fall. never

that's it. i'm gonna watch the tv. ta.