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at last i finished my hw!!! muahahaha!!! so happy!! but i'm trying to do some revision. hah, forcing myself!! but staying at home is soo boring. but need to study..study..study..
haiz, o levels.. i dont seem to be able to finish my dnt.. which is getting on my nerves..!!
do 1 single thing wrong and u have to do it again. mr leong p.m.s the whole workshop week. and shek ngai went sick i mean as in lost control. pity him though.. i think all of us going bonkers inside without ppl knowing it really..
heh seriously.. i must get things in my head straight. if not, my conscience will be hurting me and i wont be able to face them.. i hate this feeling. but cant control it..i mean.. it comes naturally. but i feel like i'm backstabbing her. how could i do this to my own fren? how evil of me? i must get rid of this feelings and repent. seriously..i must.
oh.. and i'm soo outdated. i'm finally getting into the fifa mood. and i watched a match! i mean the whole match. frm begining till the end!! wow. amazing. and it was quite syiok ah! ahaha.. gol!! when that word becomes reality.. wow.. amazing man..
lols.. i'll blog again if i have time. sch opening soon doubt i'll have time to surf the net..
chiao.. bye.

i wish i was a punk rocker

love this song! sandi thoms's vocals is great! notice how she can sing without music at all? but listen ti the lyrics. kinda like a social/cultural commentary. but its nice any way! ahahaha..

ok.. the photos for the bhf are up.. but there still lots lots lots more so i cant possibly upload all of them here rite..

the first pic, of the whole band, the BIG family, aft bhf, in front of the sea. the scene infront of us was totally beautifully. can c me? aiyah my face very small. on the left side, beside the coast guard yellow box. ahaha..
next, me wif percussion sect and the tubas. can c my drumstick? i doubt so.
next, the BIG BOOM BOOM band!! ahaha..
next,damai windz in action! ahahaha...
next, jen, twisting balloons.
next, jia hao pumping balloons.
next, zahidah twisting balloons.
next, me wif the percussions gerls! ahahaha
next, me wif mel, resting. notice the bruise on my leg? ahaha..
next, the sec 4 gals, alif, mr wong and ex-seniors. still in sch canteen, b4 bhf
ok, back to my current pathetic state..
the last few weeks had been a blur as i rushed through my hw, trying to finish it and making my artefact in the workshop. ok, daylight was spent sloughing off my butt at the workshop and the nites was spent by cracking my head doing hw and folio. ergh! i think i'm gonna be sick soon. 'cos many ppl had gone off overseas holidaying while i'm stuck here. :((
stuck
stuck
stuck
and i still havent finish my hw!! not to mention revision!! gosh! the first week of june hols is gone wif extended prog and band pracs everyday... haiz.. then second week i went out wif band mbms, shopping and do folio. and not forgetting band tune-in. then third and fourth week is for dnt workshop. next week having sect outing wif nad. cant wait. miss the times we were together!

i will not call this a holiday!! sombody help me get out of this mess!!! eerrgghh!! :(:(:(

the bhf pics. but still have lots of them. i'll blog tmr. shamil want to use com. my freaking bro! irritatating!!!

lazy to blog
the tune-in wif acjc was totally great.

but they play very chim pieces so i want to side read their pieces
oso very hard. feel like my eyes want to pop out
looking at the scores. my head is spining frm all
the notes conversion..
hhmm.. muz prac more on minor scales and impose notes

and improve on my freaking rythms!!!
then got this kids central guy. wen long.
at first tot he looked freaking familiar
then i juz ok, watever loh..
then it struck me eh, he's the kids central guy hor!

lol, i'm so slow. but i salute all of them.
they are great musicians.
the ppl there are very friendly.

so ok lah. went wif jen kean, shi ying and luqman.
they say, their playing was terrible!
the songs we played,
gelato con caffe,
turnadot,
mission impossible,
huntchback of Notre dame
and 1 japanese song.
lols, i need to go tuition now.
I'll blog later..
chiao.

arms disattached

AAARRGGGHH!!!!! ahahaha... still so high since yesterday.. balloon hat was so fun! playing precussion was so funny! esp asri.. he's so nuts... but i got all bruises frm my tom- toms! and my arms hurt alot! i think i not enough warm up.. eerrgh! ugly blue blacks all over my shin! :( and i made my hair into a big pile of mess... man.. corn rose!! can u imagine me having a hairstyle like that?? took 1 hr to tie it! thanks to farah! she tied it for me! then they spray pink colour hair spray and lots of glitters on my head!! ang mo kio sec came late.. super late and the whole lot of us had to wait for them! *angry!*angry!!! i made butterflies for the balloon hat for percussion but it was super hot. i was sweating to my skin man! the shirt was quite nice. thumbs up to jygle, amanda and wanshi! even though didnt win anything, we had ssoo much fun. the last perf for sec 4s.. i actually broke down! how could i? i practically need tissues to blow my nose and wipe my tears. but my sect were really sweet. aft the perf we played the songs again and 'its my life' sang by bon jovi. ahaha, i borrow the sec1 eupho and play the song. it was so nice, playing by the beach. the ex-seniors came and took alot of pics of us. aft that went to eat at long john wif my sect and tumpet sect. but wat seh.. wasted lah. la la la didnt follow his sect! if not aisyah can confess to him. but at last she confess to wanshi.. ahaha.

i just found out our band is sssooo full of love! i found out that there are more ppl keeping crushes in band..:)) love is in the air!! wohoo!! but i wont say anything lah..if not i'm sure they will be embarassed rite so dont u ppl worry, i will keep my mouth shut.

later got pic of the bhf, i will post it here.

life sucks. i've promised myself i will nvr betray my frens. so i will nvr. esp when they are so close to u. but when u like the person and she oso like that person. its a stupid love triangle. thats freaking stupid lah. more stupid when the guy actually like u and not ur fren! but i will not say anything bout that. i'll support her till the end no matter wat. eerrgh.. first its H***** then its Z**** then now.. eerrgghh.. life suck. i hate myself. it really hurts alot. but i'll heal it myself.

i will miss my eupho. but now is o levels time.
chiao.