i am me. therefore i am.

ARGH!!!! I SHALL TYPE IN CAPITAL LETTERS TO SHOW HOW I FEEL. NOW.. I FEEL AAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CONCENRT IS IN A FEW HOURS TIME!!!!! OH MY GOD! I'M FREAKING EXCITED ABT IT PLUS PLUS PLUS DAMN ANXIOUS. DAMN LA. I CANT SLEEP. DIE LATER SURE I DEAD TIRED. HESH.. NVM.. I WILL DO MY PW SOON AFT THIS.

BUT... MY PANTAT LA...PANTAT LU. U THINK I LIKE IS IT COME HOME SO LATE AT NIGHT?! I WANT TO GO HOME AND SLEEP. THE NEXT DAY THERE IS SCHOOL OK. U DIDNT EVEN CARE ABT ME NOR ABT MY CONCERT ANYMORE LA. WHY CANT U JUST ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I LIKE MUSIC? I WANT TO PLAY MUSIC? WHY U CAN SUPPORT OTHER PEOPLE'S SON DANCING ON CHANNEL 5 BUT U CANT SUPPORT UR OWN FREAKING DAUGHTER PERFORMING AT ESPLANADE? DO U KNOW HOW MANY OF MY FRIENDS ENVY ME BEING ABLE TO PERFORM AT ESPLANADE? U THINK ANYONE CAN PERFORM THERE? EH HELLO, THAT IS AN INTERNATIONAL STAGE LA. PEOPLE ACTUALLY PAY TO LISTEN TO ME. DONT U THINK U SHOULD FEEL PROUD FOR ME. AT LEAST ONCE? FUCK LA. I GUESS U WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND. U WILL NOT EVEN FUCKING TRY TO UNDERSTAND ME.

I DONT CARE HOW ATROCIOUS MY GRAMMAR IS OR HOW FUCKING RUDE AND UNCIVILISED I SOUND. I DONT GIVE A DAMN. WHAT I CARE NOW IS TO GIVE MY BEST IN EVERYTHING THAT I COMMIT MYSELF TO. THIS IS MY LIFE. I WILL LEAD THE WAY I WANT IT TO BE. HEAR THAT? SO FUCK OFF.