i am me. therefore i am.

i wonder how much i will miss out on band when syf is over. it feels wierd to be where i am usually not like being at home and not at lt 4 playing my eupho. now, at home.. trying real hard to concentrate and do my hw. which i dont have much progress with. i wonder what they are doing now.. hhm..

i just realised that my meals are irregular. i dont eat much. i only eat like a meal a day sometimes. but most of the time i dont eat at all. for the whole day. even if i eat, i only eat a slice of fruit which i bought at sch. last band prac, i ate a plate of fried rice before band prac. but i vomitted it out. i dont know why. am i sick?

i should log out now.