so how?

i dont know how i should react to my terms results. it like, really bad.. but i just dont feel any emotions. it all locked up inside. i worked stinking hard for it but yea, i failed yet again. i want to let it out but i guess it wont make the situation any better. so now, i have to kick my own butt, slap my own face and punch my own stomach to make myself work harder and not give up. although i failed again, i still have to go on..

just dont ask me if i'm ok because its a stupid question. obviously i'm not. dont ask me to cheer up because you wont feel any happier if you fail your terms and people ask you to cheer up. but i do appreciate the concern. thanks. i just need to be alone for now.


chiao.