its time, to move on.

i realise now. why i never want to listen to their rantings abt the 'good times', look at the many many pictures taken, the stories, the jokes made there and anything associated with it. the answer is simple, it still hurt. and alot.

unconciously, i was avoiding all that because i didnt want to feel the pain again. to face it. and now, confronting it was just as painful as during the days, weeks, months that it unfolds. although its been quite sometime.

i thought i was stronger though. well, let go and move on girl. its over.



writitng a book sounds great.



i feel horrigible. CHOCOLATESSSSSSSSS WHERE ARE YOUUUUUUUUUU!!!!



ohoh! happy 19th birthday shereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! haha. :)



chiao.

hahahaha-choooo. erhm.

i realise that its been ages since i blogged. haha. 'cos theres nothing interesting happening in my life.

well, with the exception of the emergence of an interesting person to spice up my life, to make me gush and blush occasionally (hahahahaha-chooo!) and the occasional meet ups with friends. like last fri.. hhm, mission accomplished but with much agony. sigh. i learnt one good lesson. guys do not make good shopping buddy. tsk i need someone who can go crazy just looking at a pair of shoes, and dont get tired randomly going in and out of shops for hours. hahaha. no offence guys. :D

anyways, tomorrow is working day again!!! i hope i dont get scolded again. sigh. well, its only human to make mistakes right. some people just dont realise that i guess.

i still need a lunch buddy....

chiao.

lunch buddy. where are you?

overdued photos. oreo cheesecake and sheperd's pie.

weekends are making me fatfatfat. i just baked chewy sticky brownies which is super duper uber easy.

hhmm, work tomorrow. i really could do with a lunch buddy man.

chiao.

crossroads

its easy to lose true friends but difficult to find one.
i should really try to stay in touch with friends.

and what about all those talk about not caring about what people talk or thinks about you?
easier said than done.

and i think i'm taking on a second job. i need it.

chiao.

a request

hhmm, i have a request.

tell me, how am i? as in, am i an arrogant person?selfish? smart? anything. just anything abt myself. i wanna know. if its bad, i wanna change and improve myself you know. anybody. really, if you know me, just say it. its ok if you wanna label yourself as anonymous or 'shaheera's bestest best friend' or 'shaheera's greatest enemy' or 'shaheera's boyfriend' you know. i dont care. (hehe, i dont mind BB though ooppss!)

just tell me what kind of a person i am. i need it. say on the tag board.

thank you, you'll be doing me a great favour.

but i still think its not fair for people to judge you when they dont actually know you. right?

chiao.