Sunday, April 26, 2009

ergh

all i want to do now is face is the vast ocean and scream
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

GIVE ME MY FRINGING FREEDOM.

ragh.
chiao.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

bored

01. Who was your last text from?
aishah razak!

02. Where was your default profile picture taken?
default pic for fb's from KL.

03. Your relationship status?
single, free and INDEPENDENT! hahaa

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
duh.

05. What is your current mood?
pretty confused.

06. How many siblings do you have?
2.

07. What are the names of your brothers/sisters?
shazwani, shamil

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
with ... ehehehe.

09. Have a crazy side?
crazy psycho or crazy fun? yarh duh. know me well enough and you can answer this yourself.

10. Ever had a near-death experience?
i dont think a teeth surgery is considered a near-death experience right? although its scary enough for me.

11. Something you do a lot?
eat. and sing alot. hahaaaha

12. Angry at someone?
me self actually

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
i shy laaaaaaaaaaaa. muahahahahahaha.

14. When was the last time you cried?
eerrr, a long time ago. haha.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
yarh, many people. the ones i love.

16. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
HAHAHAHAHA. and the things to do the next day.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
i dont remember, i text alot.

18. What is your favourite song?
it changes from time to time.. craig david insomnia. haha.

19. What are you doing right now?
supposed to be researching for scholarships and study loans... but as usual, i digressed. hehe.

20. Who do you trust right now?
god.

21. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
omg. terengganu, in malaysia.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
ehhwwww. no.

23. Who is your close friend who lives closest to you?
who lives near and is close to me! alot laa.

24. Describe your life in one word?
beautifully imperfect.

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

26. What should you be doing right now?
searching for that stupid study loan so that i can study overseas!!!

27. What are you listening to?
holst jupiter yo!

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
eheheheeee. shant sayyyy. wwwwwweeeeeeeeeeee.

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
my mummy who is still asking me to sleep. grr.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
i dont react. i froze in front of him. hahahhahaa.

31. What is your natural hair colour?
Black laa.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
ooo. aisyah sazali. hahaha.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
oh shut up, dont remind me.

34. What do you hear?
now its tchaikovsky's nutcracker! sweett!!

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
curlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
HAHAHA NO.

37. Do you have a best friend?
sadly she left me. sigh.

38. Held hands with someone of the opposite sex in the last three days?
ehehehe. next question!

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
wahhh alot!

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
uh, ehw, NOH!

41. Are you happy with life right now?
pretty content (:

42. Are you currently jealous?
maybe.

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
stupid gold bangle that i am forced to wear.

44. What were you doing on Friday night?
section outing!!!

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeahhhh!

46. Have you ever broken someone else's heart?
i think so. hehehe.

47. Is there anybody you're disappointed in right now?
maybe...

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
to check my teeth la. what else seh.

50. Have you ever dated someone for longer than a year?
not yet. (:

ok, i am bored and i am digressing. sigh.

friday: section outing! photos will be up soon. haha. yeah realllllll soon.
sat: hiq's wedding. eh no. hahaha, hiq brother's wedding. photos will be up soon too.
sun=boring.
monday= a dread.

so yes, i am applying overseas uni. but malaysia only la! hahahaha. but its still a headache. gosh, so many things to prepare. bank statements, ic, passport, certs, appraisals, photos. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. and my bills to pay. ok, so this is yet another step towards independence.

hhmm, i should be asleep, if i were to wake up early to jog in the morning.

chiao.

Sunday, April 05, 2009

intuition

what do you do when you feel like something bad is going to happen?
i have this strong intuition that tomorrow... i'll be in deep trouble.
call me impractical or paranoid, my intuition is almost always right.
not that i want it to be right this time though..
oh fresh bulggoggi anytime soon girls? heh.


and no, i dont want to screw up again. please. sigh.

i love this song.

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

working afficially sucks

been soooooooooo effing lazy to blog.

moved house. so small, no privacy at all. sigh. work's getting worse. yes, i wanna quit asap. i think i need an anger management course to deal with kids. especially special ones like my brother.
After the 10th question....
Question: factorise 16x-32xy
bro: 16(x-2x)
me: zomgggggggggggggggg. you still dont understand is it?
another question
me: 14 /2=?
bro: 8
me: 89uYT*V^TRE%U^&TRF^%R!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


so many things on my mind, i dont know how to get it out.

have you ever felt wronged? like you meant well but somehow other people sees it as otherwise? its sad that these kind of things happen yeah. sigh.

i shall get back to work...

chiao.