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nerves nerves nerves are killing me. well, its tomorrow. mummy has perfect confidence in me. but i dont. i know its no use worrying about it. like its all finalised so everything is confirmed whether i'll make it or not. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i really wanna scream out now. i know i've done my best though.
my resolution: i am so gonna study many times harder next sem thats for sure. work many times harder. get more $$ to support myself and to go overseas for internship next year. (the troubles of a full-time student who has to support herself. sigh what to do..)

still healing this bruised heart. (ehw so jiwang, yuck) anyway, i'll just enjoy the entertainment thats provided. i should stop listening to ballads and watch FO maybe to cheer me up.

bored but i realised that i have alot of stuff to do at home. hahaha.

anyone who's free enough to go shop with meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? harloooooooooooooo anyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? i hear empty echos. i guess not. bleah whatever. -___-

i'd rather be busy than be this bored and start thinking about nonsense.

chiao.

bored+no mood

wooyoung^^

bored.bored.bored. although i have reports to write, research papers and review papers to scruntinise plus plus more research to do. oh, and macro test next monday. just NO MOOD. period.

and singapore is totally like ghost town now. no shops are opened. well, maybe for macs and KFC.. TT i thought of shopping but thats out of the question right.

so whats the most embarassing thing that possibly can happen to you first thing in the morning? ahahahah.

how about... when you just woke up.. still half asleep, with pyjamas, dishrivelled hair, maybe or maybe not eye snot in your half opened eyes.. you went out of the house to take your towel and there you go.. the hot guy next door is looking at you while tying his shoelaces. OMGGGGGGGGGG~~~

sigh. i'll live with that.

sunday.. hhmm, 3 movies straight. entertaining. but i think my butt just got much much flatter. plus plus, the 1 hr train ride home, loads of shadows and tom yum smell lingering throughout the journey home. haha. ah~ an experince worth not to remember. heh.

oh, my fat+short finger is such a ^%$&^*&^%$!!! when playing the guitar. gggrrr.

PS: i miss my WMTs.

chiao.

bored

01. Who was your last text from?
aishah razak!

02. Where was your default profile picture taken?
default pic for fb's from KL.

03. Your relationship status?
single, free and INDEPENDENT! hahaa

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
duh.

05. What is your current mood?
pretty confused.

06. How many siblings do you have?
2.

07. What are the names of your brothers/sisters?
shazwani, shamil

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
with ... ehehehe.

09. Have a crazy side?
crazy psycho or crazy fun? yarh duh. know me well enough and you can answer this yourself.

10. Ever had a near-death experience?
i dont think a teeth surgery is considered a near-death experience right? although its scary enough for me.

11. Something you do a lot?
eat. and sing alot. hahaaaha

12. Angry at someone?
me self actually

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
i shy laaaaaaaaaaaa. muahahahahahaha.

14. When was the last time you cried?
eerrr, a long time ago. haha.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
yarh, many people. the ones i love.

16. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
HAHAHAHAHA. and the things to do the next day.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
i dont remember, i text alot.

18. What is your favourite song?
it changes from time to time.. craig david insomnia. haha.

19. What are you doing right now?
supposed to be researching for scholarships and study loans... but as usual, i digressed. hehe.

20. Who do you trust right now?
god.

21. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
omg. terengganu, in malaysia.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
ehhwwww. no.

23. Who is your close friend who lives closest to you?
who lives near and is close to me! alot laa.

24. Describe your life in one word?
beautifully imperfect.

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

26. What should you be doing right now?
searching for that stupid study loan so that i can study overseas!!!

27. What are you listening to?
holst jupiter yo!

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
eheheheeee. shant sayyyy. wwwwwweeeeeeeeeeee.

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
my mummy who is still asking me to sleep. grr.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
i dont react. i froze in front of him. hahahhahaa.

31. What is your natural hair colour?
Black laa.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
ooo. aisyah sazali. hahaha.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
oh shut up, dont remind me.

34. What do you hear?
now its tchaikovsky's nutcracker! sweett!!

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
curlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
HAHAHA NO.

37. Do you have a best friend?
sadly she left me. sigh.

38. Held hands with someone of the opposite sex in the last three days?
ehehehe. next question!

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
wahhh alot!

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
uh, ehw, NOH!

41. Are you happy with life right now?
pretty content (:

42. Are you currently jealous?
maybe.

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
stupid gold bangle that i am forced to wear.

44. What were you doing on Friday night?
section outing!!!

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeahhhh!

46. Have you ever broken someone else's heart?
i think so. hehehe.

47. Is there anybody you're disappointed in right now?
maybe...

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
to check my teeth la. what else seh.

50. Have you ever dated someone for longer than a year?
not yet. (:

ok, i am bored and i am digressing. sigh.

friday: section outing! photos will be up soon. haha. yeah realllllll soon.
sat: hiq's wedding. eh no. hahaha, hiq brother's wedding. photos will be up soon too.
sun=boring.
monday= a dread.

so yes, i am applying overseas uni. but malaysia only la! hahahaha. but its still a headache. gosh, so many things to prepare. bank statements, ic, passport, certs, appraisals, photos. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. and my bills to pay. ok, so this is yet another step towards independence.

hhmm, i should be asleep, if i were to wake up early to jog in the morning.

chiao.

revival

kah-ching! this blog is revived! ok, crap.

anyways.. i'm tired. work, tuition. work tuition. and work and tuition and it goes on. life's quite mundane recently. the only exciting thing maybe.. tmr is pay day.heh. maybe that'll make me happier. oh and pasta mania is finally halal! attackkkkkk! haha. and gerd's flying tmr. :( and heard that results will be out like real soon. erghhhhhhhhhhhh. i just want to get into a uni. thats all. sigh.

i think i'm getting along better with my collegues. i'm talking the mak cik way to them. heee.
but still no lunch buddy. sigh.

my eyes are drooping...

chiao.

410th!

including this post, its the 410th post!
power right. i know i know!

ok. been lazy to blog, 'cos life been quite boring. i'm half wishing that i'll get my old routine back like school, band and mcs.. i'm so bored to death.

erhm. so much time at expense, i baked 2 tpes of cakes and 8pieces of pizza at one go! crazy uh. well, i need to do something other than watch tv, surf the net, read my books and sleep. well, its not that i dont have friends to go out with.. i'm broke. haha.

i dreamt of BB. sigh.

hhmm, went out with aisyah s. and syad. sorry i cant stay on till at night aft you had taken half day leave and syad even skipped lessons. darn i still feel guilty abt it. but its was FUN! talking to them and laughing. haha.

then a day with the girls left my cheek muscles numb from laughing too much. and my stomach full of good food. haha.
I LOVE YOU GIRLS!

hmm. well, been shooping too. i must seriously close my eyes whenever i'm near charles and keith. tsk. bad.bad.

but, now broke. and need of job. sigh. but eh, my application for relief teacher has been approved! muahahahahaha. happy me.

i must make myself busy. if not.. i'll start thinking about.... well, unnecessary stuff.

right. must clean up the mess in the kitchen now.

chiao.