so over

so.. assignments are over. so is ramadhan. so is raya. i wish i can celebrate raya like how everyone else celebrates. but then, thinking about a friend who is less fortunate than i am made me realise how ungrateful and unappreciative i have been. sigh. i just want to have a normal family gathering for once, without snide remarks, without hatred in our hearts. just sincerity, knowing that we're family afterall. but i guess that will never happen. oh well...

and financial math test results are out. what can i say. disappointed much. well, very. god knows how i feel. sighssssss........................

let me nurse this disappointment myself.

chiao