freakos

darn.. ms carol is not calling back. aniway.. i dont wanna go to genting animore. i'll just be another pathetic eyesore to them. i'll just be an extra. if i go.. then i'll have to share the room and be an extra. celebrate wif themthe opening and closing ceremony of the compatition as an extra. eat and play wif them like an extra. i'm such an extra. wat would they react when they noe if i'll be coming? haiz.. i dont want to spoil thier moods. they need to get at least a silver in this competition. i feel ssoo pathetic. and lonely. when u expact sumone to be there for u.. (anione..haiz..)when u expect she is ur fren, she is not there. pathetic arent i? i feel ssoo used..
nah.. i'm bored. the tv is freaking boring. so is the com. nothing to do. and in a big bad mood

tata.