wedding

i've got to get this out of my chest.



i cant stinking believe he'll be engaged in 2 weeks time. *rolls around in frustration.

SIGH. and with a VIP from across the causeway furthermore. ouch. oh wells, suits his status as a doc.



anyway, the drama that unfolded today was one of a kind. the day started out quite normally. what with kak's tantrums in the mornings, the normal screaming to get shamil out of the bed and all. we three siblings got lost while trying to get to lagun sari for cousin's wedding. and kak, out of frustration for not being able to find the way there started crying. seriously, what the hell is wrong with her man. its just getting lost.. big deal.anyway, got to lagun sari, met mum and dad who were chauffered by cik nasir. lucky them. its was blistering hot la dey, some more wearing that thick, itchy songket baju kurung. ugh. and then went up and ta dahh! the first face i see is that doctor.gawd. i was precisely trying to avoid that guy. so i tried to be interested in the food. heh, good idea man, food always works. anyway, ate and caught up with other relatives. gee, it was so indian. henna, hindi songs and indian costumes were like everywhere. coolness. and the bride is all time georgeous. i think all brides will look ravishing no matter what. so aft that, yeah, wanted to went up to the third floor to be with my aunts but suddenly my father called out, oi! look theres an accident. so, we kpos, went out to look. so there were alot of, 'what happened? what happened??' haha. kecoh seh. anyway, the doctor (ok la, he is actually one of my cousins but one of a kind hehehe.) came out and asked, eh what happend? so my father say oh got accident. my uncle blurted out, eh doctor, go help! then.. he rushed down and went to the victim's side. like how heroic is that! my cousin is treating an accident victim onsite! heeeeeeeeee. so the ambulance came and took the victim away. caused quite a commotion. anyway, we lingered around and chatted. and my mum asked for a lift home. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i think today i can die of adrenelin overdose. gawd.
in addition i had to battle questions like when am i going to get married. aiyoooooooooooo. somebody save meeeeeeeeeeeee.

tomorrow work again. sigh.

chiao.

Myfanwy and coffins

Why is it anger, O Myfanwy,
That fills your eyes so dark and clear?
Your gentle cheeks, O sweet Myfanwy,
Why blush they not when I draw near?
Where is the smile that once most tender
Kindled my love so fond, so true?
Where is the sound of your sweet words,
That drew my heart to follow you?

2. What have I done, O my Myfanwy,
To earn your frown? What is my blame?
Was it just play, my sweet Myfanwy,
To set your poet's love aflame?
You truly once to me were promised,
Is it too much to keep your part?
I wish no more your hand, Myfanwy,
If I no longer have your heart.

3. Myfanwy, may you spend your lifetime
Beneath the midday sunshine's glow,
And on your cheeks O may the roses
Dance for a hundred years or so.
Forget now all the words of promise
You made to one who loved you well,
Give me your hand, my sweet Myfanwy,
But one last time, to say "farewell".

its amazing how music can be so magical. :)

tune in was.. AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH. i went around estatically saying heloo to everyone like i havent seen them for a million years. it feels homely to be back with familiar people and everything. like watching dr lee's conducting..well, everything!

oh 'coffin' was.. haha. i screameddd!!!!

ok, i need a job.

stop being naive, woman!its not possible.

chiao!

happy goober!

geee, i'm so happy now. thanks for the night khai, hiq, sha, kam. really made my day! gosh, i cant remember when was the last time i laughed so histerically like that. HAHAHAHA. oh man, only you girls can make my loss of teeth sound so funny. and khai! you made me feel so embarassed! oh, and ken+barbie! HAHAHAHA.

ok, tmr i'm gonna work, work, work. no slacking. no more.

i look at how people work, i feel guilty. i'm so slack now. tsk, i really should work really hard and put in the effort.

miracles wont happen if i dont put in the effort.

havent been using my brain much. tsk.

but oh well. weeeeeeeeeeeee. :))))
oh, lagu raya da klua!!
chiao.

cakes and indian movies.

yesterday was, erm yeah, basically wasted. woke up late, went to school to celebrate ms leow's birthday. ran around the school trying to find a lighter but haha, no body in ac smoke la.. haha. ran around school again trying to make sure she stays put in school. then trying to keep quiet while we make our way to staff rm 3 but, neh, we made so much noise the whole oldham wing could hear us. then tried ducking under the door so that she wouldnt see. haha so funny. heh, she was quite shocked and touched that we gave her this surprise! haha.

one vital rule when you are fasting: keep away from food. seriously.

oh,oh, this pick up line is so funny: 'Are your feet tired? Because you've been performing Tawaaf in my mind all day long?'

Do you work for al qaeda? u hijacked my heart
-credits to irna lestari. hahaha. cracked me up laughing.haha.

i miss watching hindi movies. haha.

bole chudiyan


i used to be able to sing the whole song in hindi ahh. haha. now.. ermm. haha.
their dancing reminds me of the attempt that mum tried on me to enroll me in an indian dance class. but she withdrew because the dancers do some hindu prayers before dancing. so, of course, mum quickly take me out. ah, cant imagine if i were an indian dancer now. hahahaha.

today, another wasted day. somehow, i feel happy. to delude myself that As are not anywhere near.

gosh, i dont want to regret later. ok, i'll do something later.i promise to myself. :) back to hindi movies!!!!! wwweeee

chiao.

(:

ohhhh an hour more! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh

hahahahhaa. i feeling kinda egg-cited. i dunno why.

i had the bestest breakfast today. mac gridles. yummmmmmmmmyummmmmmmmmmm
ok, here goes.

chiao.

it is so dificult for me to go out. stupid. overly anxious. i know you care but sometimes you have to let us go. we need to experience life itself. protecting us will not help much. we maybe safe for now, but we will lost vital experiences for our future whole self development. i just want to get out of your grip. just let me go will u. its time. now.

it was the first time yesterday that i started playing again. haha, i was ssoo egg-cited. i couldnt contain it anymore, i went to school at 8.30 supposedly but somebody owe me a sundae again haha, for being late. but i am superbly out of tune. every note except my tuning note. ;( ssoo sad. and my stamina has gone down. aft playing a passage i will feel like as if i had been running. yeah..this bad.. gotta get back in shape. i side read paganini and armenian dances. haha, i didnt have time to do individuals or sectionals on it. maybe a lil bit la on paganini. then the rest i just.. erhhmm.. whack. haha. and my tonging! oh gawd. bad. very bad. aaahhh!!! but getting to hug my eupho was the best thing!!! my gums and my lips were red. i have like 4 ulcers. but now its fine. thanks for all the concern to stop me from playing my eupho. haha, i am stubborn.

and, and, we played tie the ankle game again! the band walked on the field this time, all of us tied at the ankles and we walked non-stop in record time 10 mins! thats is just one of the reasons why i love my ac band. :) sounds easy huh, try tying a whole bunch of people by the ankles and ask them to walk from one end of the field to the other. dr lee was happy with us. he was smiling and rising his arms clapping. :) hehe. when we reached the white finishing line, i was estatic. yay! hand in hand, ankle by ankle, heart by heart, we made it. i hope next year's competition will do just that.

today is mr foo's wedding. and yes, as usual, i cant go. but anyway, it'll be difficult for me b'cos there'll be no halal food. oh well, nvm, i hope he has a blissful marrige.

when the hell am i going to start on econs!!!!ok,ok, tmr morning.haha

chiao.

wwwweeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!! i LOVE THURSDAYS man... hahaha. because.... i saw him him him him him him him alot alot alot of time.wow, freaking alot of time. he even smile and say hello to me. how great, yeah. so very happy. happy. happy.

but i am not going to sch tmr. sick. again. ouh man. now i feel terrible. tmr i'll say more. when i have the time. now, i badly need my sleep.

him him him him him.hahaha.hot hot hot hot hot hot.

chiao.