speak malay lah.

this is seriously bugging me.

the aunties. well, aunties were gossiping (as usual) and guess what they were saying. they were talking about how so many of my cousins these days are going to AC schools.. like bla bla bla.. how smart they were.. and the comparing session starts. urgh, i seriously hate this. like how smart they were and how they dont need to o levels.. how they speak english so well.. and i pointed out that they are not good in malay though. and thats bad. AND GUESS WHAT THEY REPLIED! ahhhhh. its ok what. whats important is that you are good in english. you need english to survive you know. bleah. so what if you're good in it if you dont even know your mother tongue. isnt it a shame? not knowing your roots, the language that your grandparents speak in, your great grandparents spoke in. S o what if you're good in what you're doing but you cant communicate with your society and community in your mother tongue well? arent you ashamed?

they dont know how bad this problem is do they? i'm so pissed by their remarks. i cant believe even such aunties actually find not being able to speak malay well alright. atrocious.

guess how many students in my higher malay class were native malay students and how many were non-malay? there were more non-malays in my higher malay class! how shameful is that! and guess how 'big' my malay literature class back in AC is? yeah, 5 measly, sad people. 5! and the numbers for the past cohorts are dwindling too.

isnt it sad?

chiao.

exams. again.

ChanKhunJunhoJun.kJayTaecWoo

official hiatus. :]

from all things associated with k-pop *pouts and everything else that can get me distracted.

the problem is... 2pm's come back is in april. and i'm having exams. sigh. no khun=major sadness.

no, think about EXAMS!

chiao.

mo jo jo headache.

i saw mummies today! ahahaha. yes, real ones. wrapped in cloth. they're huge. and weird. i wonder how they really look like. how they live, what they eat, nice or not? ahahahaha. how was the weather, hot? how do they go about their daily lives? ehy so many questions.

anyway, borong shawl! :))) seha, next time we borong again okay?

irna, next time we study together again okay? i am inspired by your democracy essay! and i think it was a fruitful study session since i got to concentrate better then i normally do.

anyway, editing is a MOJO JO JO HEADACHE.
isey bedah.

went to get kak yani's wedding card. gosh, its nice! haha. and they told me i gained weight. paranoid me freaked out. mummy scolded me for being fat tooo! T_________T but being my mummy, she told me some pointers that she did when she was my age to lose weight. kekekekeke. number 1! sleep early. 2! wake up early and run+dont sleep after subuh! ooppppsss! heh. 3! count your calories! oh my gawdddddddddddd. seriously? she said yes, if you wanna lose like 5-6kg. thanks mummy. i'll think abt that calorie thingy. 4! no rice or carbo, no junk food+ no eating aft 7. okay, this one can. (:

for the betterment of oneself! here i come! sleep early? i havent finish editing uh. T_T how?

chiao.

crabby patty day

i miss them. eh wait, wheres khai and az? tsk, incomplete.

amazing crabby patty day yesterday. and enthu pissed me off so badly. grrrr.


i dont want to be a weeeeeakling. but. sighs.





weird dreams. cryptic-like dreams. or its just my mind playing games?





ehhhh i cant wait for thurs ^^



now. for the dreading part.. PROJECTS+STUDY. T____T

chiao.

at this rate, i think i am going crazy.

seriously.

and i cant even think about what that girl emailed me for mad's proj.

chiao.

suju!

omg omg omg. i so miss the old suju. where all 13 are just happy smiling. miracle always made me smile! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.


anyways. today was egg-citing! ud birthday! happy birthday ud! damn. i miss those days we mugged and studied sastera together. haha. all those essays.. and those times in the lib toiling hard, squeezing our brains. then its theathre time! wow. its been a long..... time since i get into such intense discussions about the prevalent social issues. intersting. and i'm looking forward to theathre!!! weheeeee.

been eating tooo much this week. gosh. wed was ayam penyet with oppa, thurs was sushi buffet with seri, fri was lau pa sat seafood dinner, sun sushi again with ud+star bucks with seniors. i should start working out again. but.. i'm sick. :(

when am i going to get well. i can concentrate on my work. horrible pysically, mentally and emotionally.

reports and more reports.

chiao.

budgetreportthingysbleah

budget report highlights: 52 page. 26 pages read.24 more to go. yay! *yawns.................................



screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. ah, khun brushed her teeth!!!!

i guess a string of HDs dont really matter now. I just need those kind of marks for the final results. ALL HDS :D how about that? big dreams, small abilities.

i think i really need to study. T____T

i was wondering where did all my passion, energy and drive have gone to? i used to be more hardworking, more focused and smarter(in some ways)... these days... i just float by going thru the motion of going to school and listening to lectures and project meetings. i wonder what goes into my head these days. i know rambling here is of no use. i guess i need a tight slap to wake me up.

and yeah that stupid migraine is here again.

chiao.

projects.

badoque was awesome as always. :)) lost my first kiss to aishah r. ok, kidding. ahahaha. and got my pinky bitten by khai. ahahahaha. food was great. loveee my si tongkol.

projects is driving me crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. and i cant believe singaporean's english was this bad. i thought my english was bad enough. my essay was crap enough. i mean.. heloooo we're in university! and we're sending these reports to australia dudes! gosh. and i cant stand last minute work. f***. then give me to edit the day before submission.

oh, what about madrasah's report? yeah, i'll be the one hurrying and ushering people to do thier work. sometimes i wonder if i'm being used or i'm just plain naive.

ok, i need anger management+ i am hungry. apam balik sounds nice right now.

where is my polaroidsss~~~!!! khun!


ok, i'm not a traitor. still a true hottest. just that i love beastttttttttttttttt! yoseob vocals are just.. dang awesome!

quit it girl. -_-
FINE, I'LL STOP SPAZZING. FOR NOW. HEH.

chiao.

i fell asleep while teaching.

credits to Heartfelt@2od yes, these were the happy times. when 7=1

now, i dont know who or what to believe in.

but 1 thing's for sure,

i'll still believe in j

and not forgetting my khun^^

ppsssttt! mummy approves of jong hyun

and kak agrees with me that khun is just... JJANG! :))

muahahaha.

Y Si Fuera Ella blew me away ^^

the black swan. impact of the highly improbable. hhmmm, got me into a really deep thinking. which made me quite awake for very much the whole of the train rides to and back from school.

oushhhh. meeting minutes+getting bullied by my all-guys team. thanks uh guys.

i was so tired that i fell asleep while teaching just now. WOW. and i thought.. what if i just fell asleep while walking? quite probable eh when you only had like 2-3 hrs of sleep the past 4-5 days.

i can totally do this! if i can go through ac life, why cant i endure this? positivity is the best during times of emotional peril and anarchy. lol.

i cant stand people who lack the motivation to work hard. they are just.. how should you describe these people? i mean.. i just cant stand sub-quality work which was put together in a few hours time before i bug you for it. there is just no reason why you should work any less harder than i am since we're in this together. so lets put our heads together and make sure we get a distiction at the very least please. urgh. effort, i just need to see that.

anyways, i cant wait to meet my wmts! sayang korang!

chiao.