Wednesday, June 30, 2010
its raining
so i'll be a good girl and smile. like khun said, 'smile even when it rains! =]'
lol. barrage was awesome-ness man. but serves me right for not eating properly and mr gastric said hello to miss stomach.
met up irnanana today. awesome-ness but i was tired out real quick. haha.
school next week. need to sort my pilesssssssssssss of notes, start revise accounts T_T, revise my btt heh(oh horvie just his driving too wwwwweeeeeeeeee), settle mendaki issues and loads more which is too long a list to say it here.
i'm tired easily these days, physically and emotionally.
chiao.
Monday, June 21, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
berserah
well, sometimes anger though.
insyallah, when i have the rezeki, i will give back.
bills, invoices, fees=headaches.
sometimes, just leave it all to Him. 'cos i really dont what else to do.
cant eat, sleep or do anything else.
i'll give myself to You.
chiao.
Monday, June 14, 2010
PMS
i cant help but grin whenever i think of our silly antenna and thumb games. oh and how silly we look when we do that chomp chilly chomp chomp games.
dang. i hate PMS. really. one moment your mood can be sky high and you just wanna jump and laugh at everything. but the next, you feel like the worst being on earth, so lonely, so inferior, so angry too at yourself, at everyone. you just want someone to listen to everything, pour everything out, for someone to just pat your back and say everything is okay.
but i'd rather take it all in. rather than eating painkillers.
hhmmm. epiphany on several issues. i keep it to myself for now
chiao.
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
ragh
exams results was astonishingly good. like unexpectedly good. but when i got to know of others' results, i dont feel THAT great anymore. but luckily those middle-aged-PMS-half-phsychotic ehems thinks otherwise. so i am perfectly safe for now of their naggings or whatsoever.
HOWEVER! i cant escape from their tauntings of getting married and having an evil in-law who tortures their daughter-in-law to do housework. Hence, i was forced into the kitchen till my hands were yellow from mixing herbs, chorse from the detergent and cuts from cutting onions, garlic and chillis.
ITS NOT LIKE I AM GOING TO FREAKING GET MARRIED NEXT WEEK RIGHTTTT~! ERGGGHHHHH.
sigh. i wanna go back to schoooooooooooooooollllllllllllllllllll. *sobs*
someone, save me. take me away.
Wednesday, June 02, 2010
-_____-
my resolution: i am so gonna study many times harder next sem thats for sure. work many times harder. get more $$ to support myself and to go overseas for internship next year. (the troubles of a full-time student who has to support herself. sigh what to do..)
still healing this bruised heart. (ehw so jiwang, yuck) anyway, i'll just enjoy the entertainment thats provided. i should stop listening to ballads and watch FO maybe to cheer me up.
bored but i realised that i have alot of stuff to do at home. hahaha.
anyone who's free enough to go shop with meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? harloooooooooooooo anyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? i hear empty echos. i guess not. bleah whatever. -___-
i'd rather be busy than be this bored and start thinking about nonsense.
chiao.