ok i didnt get through.

i need to be strong.

chiao.

in the end, always smile, think positive and have a bright and cheerful image despite everything.

(\/^^)! fighting~! heeeee..

i miss band so much.

tehehe. missing band and onew picture do not have any connection right? 

i see it, but if you dont, its okay.

SO EXCITEDDDD.

i wanna do what i used to. read, draw, play the guitar, bake and read some more!

my list of to-dos just keep getting longer..
watch sunset
cycle
go ubin again
find out more about studying liberal arts. yeah i've never told anyone. but, its was my course choice way before i decide on business. but i do intend to pursue it one day. one day... one day...
and yes, finally catch on civilisation.

SO FREAKING ESSITED FOR SATURDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. haha yes, i can barely contain it. FINALLY MEETING THEM.... LIKE A DREAM COME TRUEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

fsa in 2 weeks time. bleah.

chiao.

what is life. really..

chiao.

IM formulas are like Egyptian writings. FSB is just.. sigh.

perplexed, anxious, i am not even concentrating. wth.

honestly, i need to get myself together.

hiatus

been trying to concentrate and like seriously study but to no avail. like no surprise huh. yeah whatever.

my brain just wont register exams in 2 weeks time. HA.HA.

so, i promise myself after today, tumblr+blogger+facebook+fandom forums+youtube+dramas+akp is officially on hiatus for the time being.

okay. goodbye. for now.

chiao.

so over

so.. assignments are over. so is ramadhan. so is raya. i wish i can celebrate raya like how everyone else celebrates. but then, thinking about a friend who is less fortunate than i am made me realise how ungrateful and unappreciative i have been. sigh. i just want to have a normal family gathering for once, without snide remarks, without hatred in our hearts. just sincerity, knowing that we're family afterall. but i guess that will never happen. oh well...

and financial math test results are out. what can i say. disappointed much. well, very. god knows how i feel. sighssssss........................

let me nurse this disappointment myself.

chiao

 family. baking. spring cleaning
 school.assignments.project.DEADLINES
 makees meeeee DEAD.

chiao.

i intend to quit kpop-ing.

=______________________='

why cant i just be good in calculations.

really.

sigh.

chiao

i realised... well.. i dont have a life.

smile

i dont know why. but this pic made me smile.

despite everything.

chiao.

himnae!

so... assignment dates got pushed back. 'cos it was just crazy to complete 2 reports in 2 weeks time and then another 2 within the next week. plus, tests and lessons all in those 3 weeks.

glad? not really.. 'cos we still have no time.

i think i just screwed my financial math test. sigh. its been days but i havent gotten over it yet.

another one coming up. financial plan. buck up!

its not that i dont want to, i just cant.

HIMNAE!

chiao.

why cant just my brain work. think.think.think.

it sucks when i try to help people but that person never put in as much effort as i do. then, how am i supposed to help when you dont help yourself?

THEN YOU CAN FREAKING TELL ME THAT I TALK COCK. yeah, you used the word 'cock' to me.

seriously, what am i? why do i even helped you in the first place?

i think i am the stupidest-est-est-est human being ever.

i always get played like this over and over again.
chiao.

DEAD. thats it.

ok, i admit, i am stressed about my assignments and tests.

thats all.

chiao.

college life

i can only say my prayers for you.

on the other hand, i can see how school gonna take over my life. the modules are getting tougher, and not to mention assignments. sigh. plus my overwhelming lazy-ness and inability to concentrate even for 1 hour to sit down and squeeeeeeze those brain juices. sigh. tests are looming fast into my face too.
screw my oh-so-conducive-study environment. pfffttt.

work hard? unf, idk, i'm motivated-less as for now.

stage 2 will definitely be much more challenging than this.

chiao.

sleep

i should really correct my sleeping patterns. geez.

if not...

hahaha. okay so random. whatever.

chiao.