the battle

my battle starts tomorrow. i cant describe the intense fear i have. Cikgu was trying encourage us yesterday, saying that we can really do this, we've practiced so many many times. and tears just rolled down. dang. aiyo.

but, i'm amazed how god has made his way into my life.




this phrases from the song hit me, 'and everything i do i do it for You. Cause You made me, i am for You. I work, I work, I work, I strive. To make something out of my life. I seek I seek I seek I find, I find another hill to climb.'

as we move on in our lives, and be engrossed in achieving our ambitions, sometimes we forgot the purpose of doing all this. why am i doing this? why do i study so hard? i feel so much calmer knowing that i do all this for HIM. and that he'll always be with me. :) and this will only one of the hills that i will be climbing in my life. there'll be many many more to come. hhmm, i wonder what are they..

pray for me yeah? and friends, we can like totally do this!
13 november... come to meeee.

peace be upon you!:)
chiao.

till then, goodbye.

i tell you i am gonna conquer you advance level geography! and math. and econs. and malay. not forgetting jeeeee-p.

i feel like crying. i really do.

ok, heres the real hiatus.

no bloggie. no msn. only contactable thru my snow white. my phone la.

i will finish glob and atmo topics by this week.

hopefully i survive.

goodbye.
eh no, chiao.

not weird just different.

after every studying session i'll feel lousy. why? i dont know. i want a truckload of chocolates.

and i think i'm damn weird. like when i'm studying, i have to like really isolate myself. go to a quiet place. a cave like that. and i'll start talking to myself. and the way i study isnt like other people. people can just read their notes or write out notes. me? nono. that wont work for me. maybe i'm not wired. just different. maybe its the isolation that makes me feel terrible. like i have no friends. but no, i know i do have friends. well, i hope eh.

yesterday's convo with some friends struck me. in a way it made me feel bad. but in a way, made me realise. like why some people study so hard but yet.. nvm.

i should be doing my 'favourite' subject now. dy/dx. but eh, i like stats! here i come. oh i'm begining to love human geog alot! erm.. physical geog? errrr, still learning to loooovvveeee it. ok.

yeah. people are still celebrating hari raya. and i cant do it. :( and just now was so unglam. chilli and mayo sos all over. tsk.

chiao.

haute couture not yet

exactly 20 days before my battle begins. come on, i can do this.

baccalaurate day. damn sad. the last. i've never regretted choosing ac. and i miss ac band so badly now. :(

but damn happy because i completed 2 chap of math and 2 lit essays. yay! oh oh, i cant wait for farewell next week! theme-haute couture. haha, i'm gonna wear pyjamas with slippers. hahaha.


Ken Hirai-Hitomi Wo Tojite

eh, i realise all my fav songs mv ends with the heroine dying. and the hero grieving over her death. aiyo.

ah, i wanna play this song. duet with my section mates. and hear the eupho sound. sigh.

chiao.

raya 2008

pak haji family. haha. who always force us to go mosque to pray.

kak siti, me and sis! my relatives!

look at that! ffooooddd again!!!

fooddddddddd. heh.

:) my brother is taller than me? isey man.. now than i realise.



of course there are more pictures. too many. when i have the time and energy to do it, i'll do it soon.

four days of fever and sore throat is killing me.

gah, i need sleep. but 1 more essay to go!

i can do this!

chiao.